Okay, let’s get cocky for a moment.
I can take on you and your entire army of psychics.
Uh huh. Sure.
Since we’ve been on the subject of confidence and ego,
what about being cocky? I do my
best not to act cocky, or be ‘high and mighty’.
There are times when I just have to, even though I may not be.
A couple years ago, I was doing Reiki at my teacher’s
psychic fairs. One lady walked in
with a friend, and they both signed up for Reiki.
The one lady came from Sedona Arizona, a hotspot for vortex energy and
healing. Her friend had read my
pamphlet that I had out, and was asking her friend questions on Reiki.
She asked her friend if I could find the problems in her body.
Her friend replied, “If he’s any good, he should be able to find
every problem you have.”
I smiled, and looked up from the healing I was doing and
said, “So the gauntlet has been thrown.”
Man, did I sound cocky. When
they each had their turns on the table I did a sight scan (which was all I had
been doing as it had been accurate), and I also did a hand scan, just to be
sure. In each case, I found all of
their problems. Now, outwardly, I
was cocky, but inwardly, it was a case of “ok, let’s hope we can find all
these spots”.
I have a friend very far away whom I talk with to help her
with problems. I guess I am doing
counseling without a license, or degree, or training. (It’s not the first time, and won’t be the last.
Empaths tend to do a lot of counseling.)
Part of what is going on is that she reaches a point where the only way
she can take control of herself is to hurt herself.
I’m talking physically, usually with a knife, anything to cause pain.
She got to his point one night (keep in mind we are typing
at each other), and was telling me she needed to hurt herself.
I told her not to. This went back and forth for a moment, and I told her that I
would stop her if I had to. Now,
one might ask how could I physically stop someone from doing something several
thousand miles away. I was going to
knock her out.
She kept telling me that she needed to hurt.
I told her that if she did I was going to put her down (and I wasn’t
talking about telling her that she dressed funny).
Now, I have always felt that something like this could be done, I just
never felt strong enough to do it.
In
a normal circumstance, I would think of knocking someone out by draining every
bit of energy I could from them until they passed out.
I have done this to some extent before to help someone go to sleep. And pulling energies like this, even at these long distances
is something I do all the time.
But this night was different. I know I sounded real cocky.
For the first time, I really felt I could back up my threats (or promises
if you prefer). I kept seeing
pictures flash into my head. These
pictures were of hitting her over the head with a club or hammer.
(Amy uses a sledge hammer now and then to knock herself out when she
needs to get sleep and can’t.) I
was being shown a quick effective method of putting her out.
I
know it would cause no physical damage, or even psychological damage.
But it was actually like a blow to the head.
Thankfully, she got passed the problem without hurting
herself. Thankfully, I didn’t
have to find out if I truly could have done this or not. I know its possible, but the right time and place need to
occur for it to work, as well as a confident cocky attitude.
J