Ethereal Journal

I figure that if someone sees something that they might not otherwise have seen, they will know that it is possible where they might not have thought about it before.  Seeing it is possible, they might eventually believe that they can do the same thing.  As I work with energy, now and then, it occurs to me to try something else, do something differently.  Had I not seen people do some things when I was starting out (like Reiki), I would not have known they were possible.  It may have taken me a while to get to the point that I could do what I saw.  But I knew that it was possible.  If I talk about astral projection, or psychic surgery, or just moving energy, it is something I have learned, and tell about so that others may believe that these things exist, and maybe some day, will try it.  Or in believing that something is possible may lead them to trying something else that will open them up.  My hope is that I have removed 'ego' from this as it is not about me, but about presenting opportunities for others to learn from what I have done, whether they be the right thing, or mistakes.

(I hope you enjoy.  To read these in order, you need to go to the bottom and work your way forward.  Just select the date to see the entire posting.)  

Click on the dates to see the entire posting.

January 1, 2012

It was the beginning of the new year. Unlike most New Year's days, I ended up doing some thing really meaningful, I did Reiki on Rilind.

December 29, 2011

I saw this posted on a website somewhere, and being into mediumship, I thought I would repost it as it is interesting.  It is the top 10 things dead people want to tell living people.

December 28, 2011

Someone posted a quote that I thought was interesting...  A person cannot see himself in a running stream.  He can only see himself in calm waters.

December 26, 2011

I participated in my first dog rescue today. What I saw horrified me.

December 23, 2011

Energies and holidays. Putting out the right energies.

December 22, 2011

A while ago, I got notice that my high school was having a class reunion, or should I say another class reunion. To date, I haven't been to any, and I really don't plan on going. But it does make me think, what do people expect when you go to a class reunion? And then the next thought, why should one feel they should live up to those expectations?

December 20, 2011

My latest client today came out of the treatment room in tears, and it was not because I was beating on her. She had just had a truly amazing emotional release through the massage session. After I left her in the room, and she realized what had just happened, she just burst into tears.

December 16, 2011

Recently, massage therapists have been quite upset at Apple computers. It seems their new personal assistant for the iPhone4s has been directing people to them for sex.

December 14, 2011

I did my first Lomi Lomi massage today in three months. Now I need a massage.

December 10, 2011

A client told me something today that made me laugh.

November 9, 2011

I heard something kind of interesting today. Your dreams are your brain taking a dump at the end of the day.

October 27, 2011

I attended a mediumship class this evening.  As part of a class exercise, we did speaking and writing off the tops of our heads.  This is called Inspired speaking and Writing and the information comes from outside. 

October 22, 2011

Fear. Why does it always come down to fear? We control things through fear. We are always afraid of something bad happening to the point that we want to do the right thing simply to avoid the bad thing. And that is being controlled by fear.

October 8, 2011

We had a very good Reiki 1 class today, and interesting as well.

October 4, 2011

I do a regular trade with an acupuncturist.  On me, she will do needles, or Reiki, or massage.  On her, I will do massage or Reiki, or any number of energy modalities.  Today, she asked for a reading.  Uhhhh…

September 29, 2011

What is strength? Are we strong, or do we just think we are?  Is it being physically strong, or is it the belief that makes us so?

September 22, 2011

Well, this has been a week for old clients, and I don’t mean those that are geriatric. 

September 20, 2011

I had disturbing news from one of my clients today.  She has decided to go ahead with the double mastectomy to get rid of breast cancer.

September 19, 2011

I happened to run into a posting online that gave the “Empath’s Commandments”.  I found many of them to be too true, and many of them to be things I ignore too often. 

September 14, 2011

I had a visit from the lady that Marilyn and I counseled not too long ago… the one that had been suicidal.

September 12, 2011

Yesterday marked the 10th anniversary of the attack on the World Trade Center in New York.  As part of what went on were endless news specials of things that happened that day, and one that impressed me was about the boat evacuation of people from Manhattan.  And one of the things someone said impressed me. 

September 11, 2011

Today marks 10 years since that WTF moment that changed the lives of everyone in this country.  Consequently, it was 10 years ago today that I was supposed to have the first night of massage school.  At least they had the sense enough to cancel classes that evening. 

September 7, 2011

I had a visit today from the crystal fairy.  Ok, well maybe not, but close enough.

September 4, 2011

This year, being a massage therapist licensing period, Caring Palms has been teaching a lot of classes. In fact, when massage licensing happened two years ago, Caring Palms taught 92 students that entire year. This year, Caring Palms has taught 95 students, and the year is not over yet. More classes are scheduled and many are already confirmed.

September 3, 2011

Well, the rush is finally over. The licensing renewal period for massage therapists has come and gone. Caring Palms did its part by scheduling classes as often as possible including a Reiki 1 and a Reiki 2 on the last two days of the period.

September 2, 2011

How do you say goodbye to a dear friend?  To one you have known and loved for the last 10 years?  One that was always by your side with a big smile and a wagging tail?

September 1, 2011

Yesterday, the licensing period for massage therapists ended.  And I just came off a two day marathon class session.  We had Reiki 1 on Tuesday, and Reiki 2 yesterday (Wednesday).  It was fun.

August 11, 2011

I find it strange that I decide to do something new after all this time.  It is something I really should have been doing since the beginning, but didn't.  After 200 some odd students, I have started taking a class photo at the end of each class.

August 10, 2011

Now, I know I have had classes that formed really strangely, but today's has to be in the top two.  This class literally pulled together in the eleventh hour.

August 4, 2011

Now, I really don’t dislike sales people, but there are those that drive me crazy, especially those that can't take 'no' for and answer.  It is starting to look like salesmanship is a lost art.  We have people that don't know how to talk, those that are rude, and my favorite... the ones that feel their opening line has to be a lie. 

July 28, 2011

I had a visit today by the lady I saw a month ago that had been suicidal.

July 20, 2011

Why is it that all too many sales spiels start off with a lie?  I mean, I find a lie to be the worst way to introduce ones self. 

July 10, 2011

It was Friday on Sunday.  Or more precisely, I saw Friday on Sunday.

July 3, 2011

I did a long massage on someone today to get one important release. 

June 30, 2011

I worked on a friend today that I have not seen in eight years.  She kept telling her new husband, that I give the best massages that she has ever had.  I was hoping I could live up to the memory.

June 28, 2011

I worked on a lady today with the help of my mediumship teacher, and oh what a wild ride that was.

June 26, 2011

Well, I heard from my client with Fibromyalgia today, at least I heard from her mother. 

June 22, 2011

I worked on someone today where I was completely clueless, and was just hoping for something to show a small bit of progress.

June 21, 2011

I wanted to share some Hawaiian words that were talked about in my last Lomi class.  I think they are pretty profound. 

June 20, 2011

I was talking to a student today, and we got to talking about telling the universe what we want.  But more importantly is what you realistically can ask for, and receive.

June 18, 2011

We are a society that is set on failure.  Because everything we make is designed to fail.  And that stems from… what else… greed.

June 15, 2011

Shall we dance?  Any healing session is a dance where two people come together to become one for a while, then part.  They become partners in a process, the process of healing.  They work for the best results, making the most of their time together, client and therapist as one.  When that happens, it is a beautiful thing. 

June 14, 2011

There are times when I am not forceful enough, when I don’t stand up for myself enough.  Thinking back, this past weekend was one of those times.

June 13, 2011

Just came from my third workshop on Hawaiian Temple Lomi Lomi taught by Tom Cochran, and although it was very upbeat ad ended well, there were some real issues and real problems, and it all came down to a couple students.

June 9, 2011

I got mail from one of my Body Mechanics students today, and it was really nice to hear the feedback.

June 8, 2011

There is something that we want to do.  It could be a task that needs doing, or an improvement that we want to make, maybe even in ourselves.  The questions is... do we get motivated, or do we get inspired?

May 16, 2011

I just came off my first Body Mechanics course for this year.  It was a truly wonderful experience, but I think I might have problems seeing.  I think I have flash blindness from all the light bulbs going off in people’s heads during the class.

May 10, 2011

Two days ago, I worked on a real dog.  Yep.  Four legs, furry, wagging tail.

May 6, 2011

A friend pointed me to an article written by a Reiki master that quoted this line.  I remember the line from an old science fiction TV show where one person was trying to ready another for a fight.  But the line originally, "Be Like Water" came from actor and famed martial artist Bruce Lee.

May 4, 2011

More pressure.  More pressure.  No, less pressure.  Back off, dammit!

April 27, 2011

We had a moment in our mediumship class today that was funny.

April 19, 2011

If I had a nickel for every time someone said "I didn't know I hurt there..."  

April 18, 2011

Today, we want miracle cures and solutions.  Why with medical science as advanced as it is, there should be nothing that can't be cured.  That's right isn't it?  We want to lose weight by taking a pill, or be healthier by drinking some blue or green concoction.  But what part are we leaving out?  Us.

April 14, 2011

I do trades with an acupuncturist now and then.  She has moved to a new office and brought me over to help clean it.  No, we’re not talking about getting out a bucket and some cleaning products.

April 2, 2011

This last week, I had three people coming in for deep tissue and getting MFR instead.

March 24, 2011

I just did the most awesome mediumship reading I have ever done.  And after yesterday’s ‘attempt’, I feel really good now.

March 20, 2011

Can we interject some amount of common sense now?  Does every stupid thing people do need to be regulated by the government?

March 15, 2011

My client today told me I was a pain in her ass.

March 14, 2011

I had a new client in today that came for a Reiki session.  He had been through a lot of abuse in his life, and that was taking its toll mentally and energetically.

February 7, 2011

Heart and mind.  Heart and mind.  What are they?  What is the connection?  Which one should rule?

February 4, 2011

Why do people play games?  Why is it so hard to be honest?

February 2, 2011

A client passed on something out of the Emmanuel Book, a book channeled from spirit.  It had a great metaphor about taking care of yourself.

January 24, 2011

I have been doing a lot of fascia work lately, and it is helping people, but I feel like I am really beating the crap out of them.

January 21, 2011

In working with my client yesterday, I said something that actually came across as profound.  And it makes sense.  There is realizing, understanding, and doing.

January 20, 2011

A client was in today for some energy work.  We were planning on doing unwinding, meditation, and whatever else came to mind.

January 18, 2011

I got a Facebook message from one of my clients.  She is the one whose insurance company has been paying for her treatment which stemmed from an auto accident a couple years ago.

January 17, 2011

Out of a magazine I was shown a brief on Notes From The Universe by Mike Dooley.  I found this one most true ant intriguing.

January 16, 2011

Among all the unique things that happened yesterday, there was one that happened outside the scope of class where energy and focus were the keys.

January 15, 2011

I just came from a mediumship seminar with Eamonn Downey.  He is a British medium who teaches at the Arthur Findly School in England.  I took his seminar last year and was blown away by it.

January 14, 2011

I had the best quote from one of my clients on along time today.

January 10, 2011

Fascial work is starting to make sense to me.  Or is that more sense?  Does that mean that I might actually have some sense?

January 1, 2011

As I sit here on New Year’s Day, I wonder about the promise of the year to come.  And right now, the year is full of promise, and more importantly… hope. 

December 31, 2010

I was in St. Augustine today just relaxing.  My wife and I parked the car in the parking garage, and we walked to the old town area near the fort.  As we approached what had been the original city gates, we passed a cemetery.

December 29, 2010

One of my students came in today for an energy session.  He was surprised at what he got.

December 23, 2010

There are times when I feel I might be looking at losing my mind as I get older.  I mean, I seem to be getting confused a lot lately.  With not having a lot of technical stuff going on, I am not concentrating on things and following progressions.  Most of what I do is just follow guidance.  That’s why this one comes across very strange.

December 22, 2010

My acupuncturist came over today to work on a regular client with me.  She wasn’t doing acupuncture, but was learning some of the fascial work I do. 

December 1, 2010

Empath.  Being an empath.  What is it?  What should it be?  Here’s something that will surprise you.  Empathy is just a diagnostic tool. 

November 9, 2010

I have been seeing a client that was in an auto accident over a year ago.  How she came to me was interesting. 

November 2, 2010

I was told a good one today by a Methodist minister from Tennessee.  It has to do with a pendulum.

October 29, 2010

I did my fist hot stone massage in 22 months.  I have come to the realization that I don’t know how to use my hands anymore.

October 28, 2010

MacGyver lives.  Ok, this one’s just for a laugh.

October 27, 2010

You can do it.  Just do it.  Trust yourself.  You’re stronger than you realize.  I trust you.  I know you can do what I need.  How many times have I heard these comments?  Way too many.

October 22, 2010

OK, what is it with Halloween and people’s beliefs?  Now, I know I’ve done some postings on Pagan holidays and how they have all been taken over and re-themed by Christians.  But now it seems that even that is not good enough for some groups.

October 21, 2010

I did a Reiki demonstration for a reporter for some newsletter that is produced in Flaggler county (just south of here between St. Augustine and Daytona).  It turned out to be very interesting.

September 30, 2010

After a suggestion from my mediumship teacher, I visited the park behind my office building.  She told me I needed to get away form my desk and get somewhere that I was open to creative thought.  I call this Clearing the Mind.

September 29, 2010

As Halloween is approaching, we look forward to dressing up in the spirit of the holiday.  But, why are you wearing your mask now?

September 28, 2010

I started thinking back about the things I was told as a child and thought it would be good for a laugh to post some.

September 20, 2010

Ok, there is definitely a trend happening.  I keep getting challenged more and more with energies.

September 12, 2010

After yesterday’s class, I did a massage on the wife of one of my clients.  It was what happened afterwards that surprised me.

August 31, 2010

I received a reading today from my mediumship teacher, along with a good swift kick in the ass.

August 24, 2010

Not too long ago, I did a unique chakra balancing and Reiki session on a client.  Today, I had another similar session.  I am starting to wonder if this is the plan for a while.

August 9, 2010

For a while now, I have been wanting to talk about the Christ Energies and Christ Consciousness.  I know that a lot is misunderstood about these items.  Not having the information to talk properly, I asked my mediumship teacher, Marilyn, to write up something for me that explains it. 

July 28, 2010

What is it about certain beliefs that make people react from their core?  They say one should never talk about religion or politics.  Well, I’m going to.

July 27, 2010

Well, I have now seen it, a moment that makes me proud to be a geek. 

July 19, 2010

I sent an e-mail to the client I had seen on Friday as I was wondering how she was doing.  The reply I got was great.

July 16, 2010

I had the Reiki session from Hell today.  And it was spectacular.

July 8, 2010

I saw the Methodist minister from Tennessee today for the first time in two years.  He comes in to town now and then to visit his daughter.

June 24, 2010

I worked on the wife of the therapist down the street today.  She needed work, and he didn’t have time to work on her, so he sent her to me. 

June 18, 2010

I saw an advertisement for a car the other day that made me wonder.  It said that if you want directions to the stadium, “push here”.  If you want to listen to music, “push here”.  And if you want to do this, “push here”.  Of course, I had to add… if you just want to drive the fracking car safely, don’t push anything. 

June 16, 2010

I’ve talked before about doing work on the therapist down the street, the one with 30 years experience.  Today, I worked on his wife who is also a therapist.

June 15, 2010

What is the line… The meek shall inherit the earth.  The first question is… why?  The second is… who would want the place after the battle?

June 14, 2010

Wow.  I am such a nice guy.  No, really.  I am.  Of course, nice guy is spelled s-h-m-u-c-k. 

June 5, 2010

I was working in the yard today, thinking how we desperately need rain.  There were clouds in the distance, but like many days, they were not headed this way, at least until I pulled them.

June 1, 2010

Well, I have come to the conclusion that I don’t know how to talk to people and that being helpful is not what people want.

May 17, 2010

Well, we’ve talked about the fight between scientists, the fight between scientists and religion, and today we have to talk about science and religion, but more importantly about religion and faith.  And while you may think they are interchangeable, they are not.

May 16, 2010

Yesterday, I talked about scientists being persecuted because of their suggestions to alternate theories of evolution.  Today I want to look at the theories involved, and trust me, I’m not picking sides just explaining and offering questions.

May 15, 2010

I saw a documentary today dealing with the persecution of scientists.  Although it sounds like a page out of the original miniseries “V” where aliens sought out scientists because they were afraid these scientists had the know how to create weapons against them, this persecution is being done by our own scientific community.  And it comes from a fear that these scientists are saying things that are contrary to current ‘scientific fact’.  What these persecuted scientists are talking about is the possibility of Intelligent Design.

May 4, 2010

What happens when doctors can’t fix you?  What happens when they don’t know the cause of what you have?  What happens when there is no cure for the pain you are in?  Well, you go to the pain clinic. 

May 3, 2010

What is it with today’s society?  Why is something always someone else’s fault?

April 26, 2010

Whether we believe in them or not, energies are all around us.  Some of the energy practices sound silly like talking to plants, while others sound very important like The Secret or The Power of Positive Thinking.  In truth, we can make things happen in our daily lives by changing the way we think and in some ways giving ourselves an attitude adjustment. 

April 2, 2010

This last week, I had three people coming in for deep tissue and getting MFR instead.

March 31, 2010

Mediumship class today was like a page out of the World Wrestling Federation.  Heather and I did tag team mediumship.

March 22, 2010

I had someone in the studio today that made an interesting comment while looking at the Times-Union article from last year.  (see journal post of April 1, 2009)

March 17, 2010

Well, today I finally got to pay back one of the MFR sessions I had.  I don’t know why I was nervous, but I was.  Yet, the comments were surprising.

March 5, 2010

Well, my problems finally got worked on today.  This was something that was way overdue.

January 25, 2010

One of my former students came in today for a Temple Lomi massage.  She needed some stress relief and knew this massage would help.

January 24, 2010

I just came off an extraordinary mediumship seminar taught by Eamonn Downey, one of the instructors from the Arthur Findley school in England.  It was a lot about what he taught, yet more importantly it was about how he taught it.

January 22, 2010

My client that saw the Bumper Car energies came to mediumship class today.  Now she is seeing two beams of energy coming out of each person. 

January 20, 2010

I had a client today that I had not seen in over a year. 

January 2, 2010

One of my clients came in today for a Reiki session and told me she was seeing Bumper Car energies from people.

December 3, 2009

Someone told me something that makes sense yesterday… If we want change, we have to make it.

December 1, 2009

I’ve been doing more really deep, deep tissue massage lately, at least in the last several sessions.  It seems there are a lot of people willing to pay to have the crap beat out of them.

November 30, 2009

OK, this one takes the cake.  Had a client walk in asking for a massage, but it was how he asked that made me want to write this.

November 24, 2009

December 21st, 2012 to be specific.  Will the world end?  Will it begin again?  Does anyone care?

November 21, 2009

I'm sure you've heard the saying "All roads lead to Rome".  I am starting to think if not all roads, many roads to Reiki seem to lead to me.

November 20, 2009

What is it with computerized social networking?  Why do we need to let everyone know what we are doing every minute?  Why would anyone care?  Yes, I’m ranting again.

November 19, 2009

I did another unwinding today that went in another direction. 

November 18, 2009

We had an amazing mediumship class today.  Although we all got messages from spirit, we could not define who that spirit(s) was, and the message we got was for all of us.

November 17, 2009

With all the different things I have been doing lately, I have noticed that I am letting spirit in more. 

November 16, 2009

I have done a few unwindings lately, including the one today.  All in all, they have been interesting, but as people do more, it is easier and they go further.

November 14, 2009

Now I have heard a lot of stories about how people came to find me… “I saw your website, and I just knew you were the right one.”  “I saw your name and something said yes.”  “I was driving by and saw the sign and just knew this was the place.”  “Something happened and I knew it was a sign.”  But the one today has to be the best yet.

November 13, 2009

One of my friends and clients posted a comment on Facebook.  She said, “If your road to success has been a difficult one, you aren't living your truth.”  The comments after it were very interesting.

November 4, 2009

I was working on someone that I do trades with today, and they made an interesting statement.  They told me that I should become (or was it call myself) a life coach.

September 30, 2009

I have been dreaming again.  This one was kind of strange (like they all aren’t?).  Maybe I should not have watched that commercial for the movie 2012.

September 19, 2009

This incident yesterday reminded me of a client that had come in a month or so ago.

September 18, 2009

I had a new client in today for MFR to see if they could help her migraines.  It was a short session, and I will never see her again.

September 4, 2009

With the classes over, and all the things that went into getting them done, I have been looking over some of the comments, and some are quite interesting.

September 3, 2009

Last month was a crazy month, and I am actually looking forward to a 3-day weekend off.  I am very tired from teaching the many classes I have, and I do need a break. 

September 2, 2009

I was watching a commercial for Ghost Whisperer which is going to be playing on the SyFy channel shortly, and one of the things they said in the commercial bothered me because it was so untrue.

September 1, 2009

I had a massage client in today that was real specific in what she wanted.

August 24, 2009

I got to go visit the dog today, at least astrally.

August 23, 2009

We found out today that we are not getting the dog.

August 20, 2009

I must be an animal.  Or at least an animal person.  I don’t think that means I am animalistic.  But I do wag my tail now and then.

August 17, 2009

Something strange happened in my class the last couple of days.  Someone kept pulling on my towel.  Someone not there.

August 16, 2009

I just finished my second body mechanics class today.  It went all right.  There were things that could have been better, and this is why I’ll be looking at it over the next few months. 

August 12, 2009

We had a mediumship class today, and I found out something about myself.

August 9, 2009

What is it about people and lifestyles?  Why is it that anything different is wrong?  Aren’t we all different?  Why should we all be the same?

August 8, 2009

I had a stupendous Reiki 2 class today.  We had 16 student and three helpers.  Considering this involved group work including a healing chain, that much energy was wild.

August 1, 2009

I had an exceptionally large Reiki 1 class today.  But even through the size and other hardships, it went very well. 

July 19, 2009

I had my heart broken today.  I had to do something I did not want to do.  I had to give a found dog back to its owner.  It would not be so bad, but I know the dog would have been better with us.

July 15, 2009

We had a mediumship class today and we had to talk for three minutes on a word given to us at random.  I remember doing this some time back and having to talk for 10 minutes.  This was much easier. 

June 27, 2009

I was teaching my first body mechanics class this weekend, and I had a point where I was speaking some profound words.  The thing is that they did not come from me.

June 19, 2009

And the comments just keep on coming.  I think this one wins first prize.

June 18, 2009

I had an interesting session today.  It involved unwinding and meditation.

June 10, 2009

Now, I have heard a few stories.  I’ve even told a few.  But this one is really strange.

June 9, 2009

I gave a talk to a massage class at FCCJ this morning. 

June 2, 2009

The eyes have it.

June 1, 2009

I am really glad May is over.  There was just much too much going on during that month.

May 23, 2009

I taught Reiki 3 today, and it was a great group of people, with the exception of the one spirit that wanted to fool around and disrupt things.

May 22, 2009

I had a client in today that I had not seen in four years. 

April 23, 2009

Some of the comments of clients have really surprised me lately.

April 21, 2009

I did my first Temple Lomi session today since getting back from the classes.  The great thing about it was it was for a paying customer.  The real great thing about it was that what she said afterwards was astounding.

April 20, 2009

I attended Temple Lomi Lomi classes this past weekend, and it was an amazing time that totally surprised me. 

April 6, 2009

I have classes coming up and a little over a week in Temple Lomi Lomi, which is something that I do not do full sessions of regularly.  I incorporate many of the moves in my regular massages, but most people do not know what it is to ask for it for full sessions.  I did a demonstration session in a trade last week and found that I really need to practice before the class.  The comments from today’s ‘victim’ were wonderful.

April 4, 2009

Yesterday, I gave my response to the announcement on the press release from the Catholic Church.  Today, I have put one from William Lee Rand from his website, Reiki.org.

April 3, 2009

Well, we have had the announcement by the Catholic Church.  Today, read my response.  (Actually, any time the Catholic Church want to advertise for me, I'm all for it.)

April 2, 2009

Well the newspaper article has already generated a call.  But I’m afraid this is what I can expect to be getting.

April 1, 2009

Well, here it is… April Fools Day.  What better day for the article in the Times-Union to come out.

March 30, 2009

The article in H magazine came out today, and I managed to find a copy. 

March 26, 2009

Well, I guess I should have expected it… the Catholic Church has gotten involved with Reiki, but not the way one would hope for.  They have basically banned it saying it is non-scientific and superstition.

March 11, 2009

I worked on a client today that really frustrates me.  She keeps doing things that make it harder for me to help her.

February 27, 2009

The comment of a client the other day really amused me.

February 26, 2009

I did a three minute massage today… in South Carolina… from Florida.

February 25, 2009

I officially freaked out a potential client today.

February 20, 2009

I had a phone call today from the editor of H Magazine, a publication of the Florida Times-Union.  The conversation was interesting.

February 19, 2009

I had a walk-in client yesterday who surprised me when I asked how she heard of me.

February 18, 2009

Gut feeling.  What is it?  Do we listen to it?  What happens when we don’t?  I had a gut feeling I should talk about this today, and some things that have happened when I didn’t listen to mine.

February 17, 2009

Ok, I’m on a roll.  What is it with people’s attitudes?  I know that the most common elements in the universe are hydrogen and stupidity, but the latter seems to be prevalent.

February 16, 2009

What is it with the work ethic today?  Why do people feel that a half-assed job is good enough?  Yes, it’s rant time again.

February 14, 2009

I had a very interesting, yet disappointing Reiki session before I taught a Reiki 2 class today.

February 9, 2009

I did an awesome Reiki session on a client today, and he called back later to tell me so. 

February 6, 2009

The universe is talking to me again.  The problem is that I haven’t been listening.  So, it has forced my hand… again.

January 27, 2009

Some time ago, I talked about The Secret, and what it professes to do.  Well, I’ve had some more information given to me that makes sense and explains why this can work. 

January 26, 2009

Something I talked about in the class the other day made me feel a need to write this post.  It is the problem of the practitioner being married to the outcome of their sessions. 

January 25, 2009

How my students found me yesterday was interesting.  I should be used to hearing stories like this, but they still fascinate me. 

January 24, 2009

We had a real good Reiki 1 class today with a few challenges. 

January 12, 2008

We live in a fear based society.  I realized that, but not as much as I did when I heard something that really pressed it home.

December 9, 2008

Well, it finally happened last night.  I go laid off from my job in Hell.

November 20, 2008

For this mediumship class, I did a reading on my teacher.  This was hard as she had given me some news that I didn’t want to hear, so it was hard to shift gears and let go.

October 17, 2008

I had a mediumship class today where I did a reading on someone for 50 minutes.

October 10, 2008

I have to get this down before I forget it.  I just came from the most spectacular healing session I have had in a long time.  There were three of us there from the physical plane, and many others from another.

October 9, 2008

A journey is an incredible thing, but I’m not talking about packing your bags and going abroad.  We have physical journeys, spiritual journeys, healing journeys.  Anything we do, any goal we set starts us on a journey.  The problem is that we sit around without goals, so we have no where to go.

October 8, 2008

I was talking to a friend online tonight that I had not talked with in a while.  He was lost and needed direction.

October 2, 2008

I had some nice comments from clients last week.

October 1, 2008

Well, I expected it to happen some time.  For the first time in four years, I had to pay rent out of my pocket.  The problem is that I really don’t have it there either.

September 30, 2008

September turned out to be a hot month for Caring Palms.  Unfortunately, this was not due to a huge amount of sessions but high temperatures and a failure of the air conditioning system. 

September 27, 2008

Ok, now the universe is screwing with me.  It keeps tossing me possibilities, then taking them away.

September 10, 2008

Ok, I know it is always a slow time of the year, but it better pick up or I will have a problem come end of month.

September 8, 2008

I heard from a friend yesterday that I had not heard from in quite a while.  Something she told me did not surprise me, yet it did.

September 7, 2008

I was in the pet store today where I ran into my 81 year-old client.  She told me that she had to have Angel put down.

September 6, 2008

I taught a Reiki 2 class at the studio today.  It was a very good class.  I like the Reiki 2’s because I get to get on the table and receive healing.  But when I did something interesting happened.

August 29, 2008

Today’s life has a good amount of stress.  In fact, the stress levels of people have quadrupled in the last 30 years, maybe even the last 10.  Computers have made things faster causing business to live or die on how quickly they can make decisions and implement them.  This, of course, makes people have to react faster, work harder, and work longer. 

August 23, 2008

One thing that bothers me about riding out the storm is how many businesses think that their employees lives are worth less than making a couple of bucks.  Greed in this country is out of control.

August 22, 2008

Today, we rode out the storm.  Tropical storm Fay passed our way.  It dumped lots of rain and heavy winds in the area.  While that was happening, I kept reinforcing the protections around the house.

August 12, 2008

I talked with a friend today that I have not talked with in a long time.  John had just been to a mediumship workshop in the Orlando area, and through spirit, was convinced he needed to call me.

August 4, 2008

I was on my way to school this evening when I was hit by a large truck.  I got banged around, but other than that I am unhurt.  It was what my neighbor said when she looked at the damage to my car that threw me.  She told me “You’ve got more damned lives than a cat.”  Wow.

August 1, 2008

Guess what?  I made my expenses for the month. 

July 31, 2008

My 81 year-old client was in again today, and she told me something else that stunned me.  She told me that she thinks I would be a good person to have around when one dies.  As I pick up my jaw from the floor, please read on.

July 24, 2008

I was talking with a friend today, and we were discussing problems.  Suddenly, this pops into my head… “How we deal with problems is as important as the problems themselves.”

July 22, 2008

I had a client in today that I have seen several times before.  She had some issues and wanted a good massage so she could relax, but something said I should do MFR.

July 17, 2008

I saw my 81 year old client again today.  Her comments were priceless.

July 15, 2008

Today turned things around thanks to my mediumship teacher.  Believe it or not, there really is light there.

July 14, 2008

Some time ago, I wrote a post that I called Darkness Descending.  For some reason, it has not only come back, it seems to be enveloping me. 

July 13, 2008

I know I have talked about distant attunements before, but I think after yesterday’s class, I have more to say about them. 

July 12, 2008

I taught Reiki 1 today.  The experience was less that fantastic.

July 2, 2008

Things have been crazy lately, and it is getting crazier.  We are rushed.  We are stressed.  We are feeling pinched in everything we do and want to do.   The cause?  Well, there are many causes, the most predominate right now being the price of gas.  But that is only a part of things.

June 28, 2008

Well, my friend's pain didn't stay away as long as I had hoped.

June 26, 2008

Today, I did some work on a friend that I have not seem in some five years.  The results were more than I could have expected.

June 10, 2008

Well, I’ve now done it.  I turned down an opportunity to teach Reiki at a very large, fairly local spa.  What I lost was a month’s rent.  What I kept was my integrity.

May 30, 2008

I had a client in today for a 90-minute massage session.  Did she ever get a pleasant surprise.

May 20, 2008

Today was our last day of Esalen class.  We started by dancing.

May 19, 2008

Classes continued today with a 12 hour marathon class.  It may have been a long day, but it was a very good day of practice, and I got some feedback I didn’t expect.

May 18, 2008, part 2

Tonight was the first class in the Esalen Massage workshop in Asheville, NC.  It was very different than I had expected, and very enlightening.

May 18, 2008, part 1

Tonight was the first day of class.  But before I went there, I got to run around a bit, and the place to go in Asheville is the Biltmore Estate.

May 1, 2008

I was sitting in another class tonight when one of the students asked if anyone had something for a headache.  No one had any pills or anything, and the only thing I had was… me.

April 24, 2008

My mediumship teacher was up today to give me another class.  As always, it was interesting.

April 18, 2008

I had a new client in today.  She was a referral from another client.  She made an interesting comment after I had been working on her for a few minutes.  She said that she felt totally at ease and felt secure trusting her body to my hands.  

April 15, 2008

It was dream time again last night, or should I say today?  I was not feeling well, so I stayed home from the shop today.  While laying on the couch (wich I was sharing with my dog, Bebe, and my cat Isis), I had a strange dream.

April 14, 2008

I gave a talk at Heritage Institute today on energy and Reiki.  One of the things I had the students do was to feel each others energy fields.  As usual, I got the response I usually get… It’s just their body heat.

April 1, 2008

I have heard something from two clients in the past few days that is neat to hear, and amazing, but I know that I have to continue to earn it.  They told me that I have a client for life.

March 31, 2008

I received a call from my 81 year-old client today.  She wanted to tell me how the cat was doing.

March 29, 2008

This was an interesting day.  I taught Reiki 2, and then worked on a cat (yes, that’s correct, as in feline).

March 28, 2008

I had two phone calls today.  One was from the person that referred the 81 year-old lady to me, and the other was from the lady herself.

March 27, 2008

Over the last 11 years, I have been a Reiki master, even though I have been doing this for a while now, I am still amazed at what it can do, and how amazing, almost miraculous it can be.  By now, one would think that I would be used to it.  I mean, people come in and get Reiki, and then leave feeling better.  That is normal.  But every now and then, it is like the sky opening up and everything falling into alignment. 

March 16, 2008

I had a cancellation today that was weird.  No, it wasn’t weird that I had a cancellation, but weird how it happened.

February 29, 2008

When we talk about energy, we usually mention chakras.  So, what are chakras, and what do they control?  Read on, and you will find out.

February 22, 2008

I had a new customer come in for a massage today.  She works for the lawyer that just moved into the next building. 

February 14, 2008

I meet some interesting people doing what I do.  For instance, I have worked on Chuck Yeager, John Corbett, Linda Williams, Jimmy Olson, Nancy Walker, and Linda Hamilton.

February 3, 2008

I received a call from a man from India who is in this country that wanted healing.

February 2, 2008

I had a client call to come in today for massage, but only because it said Reiki in the description.

January 29, 2008

I worked on my youngest client today, a 2 ½ year old girl. 

January 9, 2008

Last night was a dream, actually a series of dreams.  As most dreams do, they come with the alarm clock’s tone and the swatting of the snooze button.  Each time this was done, I went back into the dream.

January 2, 2008

I don’t know why, but I spent the year in fear and nervousness.  Considering what I wrote yesterday about the new year’s curse, this is not a good thing. 

January 1, 2008

Curses.  The curse of the mummy?  Curses, foiled again?  How about the old Chinese blessing which is also referred to as a curse… May you live in interesting times?  Or how about, may you get what you want (knowing that you won’t want it after you get it)?  But I have one for the New Year…Every day of the year will be a reflection of the first day.

December 30, 2008

I have a friend that is very much into energy (like I’m not?) and the coming earth changes.  He was giving me a warning.

December 29, 2008

Did you ever feel like things just suddenly took a sharp left?  Life was going great and then the bottom fell out?  Well, that’s how I feel now.

December 26, 2007

Each year we hear the same thing… “It’s a new year, time to turn over a new leaf.”  Maybe yes, maybe no.  What it is time to do is make commitments.  Now I’m not talking resolutions here, as resolutions have become the standard joke.  We expect them to be broken, therefore they are temporary.  What we need to do is make commitments, and one of the places to make those commitments is in our own healthcare.

December 20, 2007

Teaching at nights at a local corporate college has really opened my eyes to the state of education in this country.  I’m really scared when I see what is coming into my classes. 

December 13, 2007

One of my students had a migraine during class.  It was Reiki to the rescue again.

December 12, 2007

I heard from my client whose grandfather popped in the other day.  He was a bit confused at how this could happen and had questions.

December 10, 2007

I would think that I’d be used to spirits popping in, and the means they use to get my attention, but I guess I’m really not.  Here’s one that did something a bit unusual.

December 5, 2007

Now I think I’m getting a bit cocky.  Or maybe not.  I did two massages today to regular clients.  Both of them were freeform.

November 21, 2007

Tonight was the next to the last class for this current group of students.  Last night I had shown them a video on Esalen massage, and the movements form that were so totally different to what they were doing, that it just blew them away.  Tonight they wanted to see some moves, so I chose a ‘victim’ and did a massage… from nothing.

November 8, 2007

Having a large class has a lot more problems than having a small class.  Trying to get everyone taught on the massage routine when some are out on various nights is especially hard.  Trying to keep everyone up to date with book work is easier.  Trying to deal with 10 different personalities is fun, but here’s a new one… having a student faint in the middle of class.

November 5, 2007

As a skeptic (and yes, I really am one), I keep having doubts about doing energy work distantly and if it really has effect.  At the same time, I keep on sending.  And every now and then I get confirmation that something is happening.

October 30, 2007

Class has been interesting this mod.  I have 11 students (yes, that is more than the night class has ever had), and many of them have contraindications (problems that can be made worse by massage.  In fact, while one of my students was being worked on, her problem flared up and she was in great pain, so much so that to lightly touch the area hurt.

October 17, 2007

Let’s see…  Massage sessions: $60 per hour, Reiki energy and mediumship readings at no additional charge. 

October 13, 2007

Did you ever hear of the Healing Zone?  Well, I was there last night.  It’s not quite like the Twilight Zone, and one doesn’t see visions of Rod Serling, but it is a unique place where magic happens.

October 12, 2007

After having a really nice bodywork trade today (yes, I got worked on), I had a walk-in for a Reiki session.

October 1, 2007

Last week, I did Reiki on a client that kept coming up with new problems as I treated her.  This week I started with MFR, and the same thing ensued.

September 27, 2007

I had a client in today for a Reiki session.  That’s where things started, but they definitely took a sharp left.

September 25, 2007

I finally had a night off and got to go to Mediumship class tonight.  We each brought a picture of someone that has passed over.  Those went into envelopes and then randomly paired up.  From those we did readings without opening the envelopes.

September 15, 2007

I did a Reiki session today on one of my former students from several years ago.  This was the first time I had seen her in at least two years.

September 10, 2007

Someone once said that we should act locally, but think globally.  The idea behind that us wonderful, but not always possible.  At the same time, doesn’t everything we do reflect outward?

September 9, 2007

I’ve been lost in proverbs again.  I’ve been looking at my business and trying to figure out what to do next to get customers in.

September 7, 2007

A friend called this morning whom I had not heard from in a very long time.  In fact, it was the friend that originally introduced me to Reiki.  She had a healing request.

August 29, 2007

My mediumship teacher stopped by to get a healing session and teach a class.  Today’s class dealt with doing a reading through psychometry, which uses the vibrations off an object to connect with the person being read.  Sometimes this can be simply a psychic reading, but can connect through to spirit and become mediumship.  Today’s session became mediumship, and I got slammed.

August 19, 2007

I was at the bank today, using the ATM when a car pulled up with their stereo blasting.  One person got out while the other stayed in the car with this boom-boom-boom vibrating the parking lot.  Everyone that came past me into the bank looked over there and commented about the people in the car.  I guess my question is… why do people feel they have the right to be rude?

August 18, 2007

My class was receiving massages form one of the advanced classes tonight.  This was part of a trade that the other teacher and I had arranged.  There was one student sitting out because she could barely walk.

August 10, 2007

It started out to be a strange class tonight, teaching-wise that is.  One of the teachers was supposed to be out.  The other called in sick.  That left me to teach a combination of three classes.

July 16, 2007

I gave a talk and demonstration this morning at FMU on Reiki.  Everything was fine for the most part, then things just suddenly went south.

June 30, 2007

I think I have a new way of taking tests…  ask spirit for the answers. 

June 18, 2007

Tonight, I talked on Reiki to a combined class at Florida Metropolitan University.

June 13, 2007

Tonight, because my student did not show up, I ended up sitting in on the Chinese medicine class where they were showing a video on Reiki.  Oh my gosh!  What a piece of Felgercarb!  But what it lead to was absolutely spectacular.

June 12, 2007

All right.  Here’s a new one.  I just lost a session because I’m not a Christian female.

June 11, 2007

What’s the buzz?  Well, bees.  What about bees?  Do you know that they are dying?

June 5, 2007

Ok, I have to admit it.  A good way to get rid of a migraine seems to be to get Reiki.

June 4, 2007

Stress!  These long days are really getting to me.

June 3, 2007

I find it interesting that the universe gives us what we need.

June 2, 2007

This has been a long time coming, but I taught my first Couples Massage class today for money.

June 1, 2007

As our society changes and advances, I sometimes question if what we truly have is advancement or not. 

May 31, 2007

After going through yesterday’s exercise, we had a little time left, so Marilyn asked if I wanted to try the exercise she was planning for last night’s advanced class.  She told me that she was going to have the students write down a name, and have someone else come up with words for each letter and then give a reading.  I initially had my doubts if I could do that, which I figured meant that I needed to.

May 30, 2007

Marilyn, my mediumship teacher was in today.  Since I can’t make the monthly classes because I am teaching in the evenings, she is willing to give me personal training in exchange for Reiki sessions.

May 25, 2007

Well, I just finished my first full mod (module) at school.  I hope it was what was needed.

May 20, 2007

I’ve seen where doctors are on call for emergencies.  How about energy workers?

May 17, 2007

I was starting class tonight, and looked at my students.  One seemed to be having a problem, so I asked what was wrong.

May 10, 2007

I was asked by someone to send white light to a particular situation.  Looking back, I find it interesting that they asked me to send it to the situation, and not to specific people.  But as it turned out, that was the correct focus.

April 15, 2007

Here’s a scary one.  While I have had my studio open, and even before, I have been learning what it takes to run a business.  Well, looking at the profit and loss report for this year, go t me thinking. 

April 14, 2007

Well, I got the news.  It looks like I’m going to be a teacher.

April 13, 2007

Hand jobs!  Get your fresh hot hand jobs to go!  You wouldn’t believe this phone call.

April 12, 2007

I talk about energy a lot, how energy can affect someone, do various things, even affect how people act.  How about considering energy as a permeating force driving a group of people?  Well, tonight I saw it first hand, and was part of it.

April 10, 2007

I know things tend to go in cycles, but this is actually silly, yet not.

April 9, 2007

Energies of the universe flow in many directions.  It’s like currents and eddies that sometimes take you where you should be.  That may be happening in my case.

April 5, 2007

I had a client today that was particularly interesting in how she reacted to energies.

April 1, 2007

Strangely enough, it was a slow month last month, yet the best month on record. 

March 18, 2007

I was working on my client yesterday when she told me something.  She told me “You’re a very gifted healer.”  This got me to thinking of something a friend and I had been talking about the other day… what is the difference between a massage therapist and a healer?

March 17, 2007

Well, I had an awesome week last week.  It just would have been nice to bring in some money.

March 14, 2007

We had an interesting mediumship class last night.  We did readings with paint chips.

March 13, 2007

With all I said yesterday, I am finding it hard to be positive.

March 12, 2007

Ok, let’s talk energies.  What can you do with them, and what can they do for you?  What prompted these questions is a video I watched (which is from a book) that everyone seems to be putting down.  It’s called The Secret.

March 10, 2007

I had a really good Reiki 1 class today.  I had five students which is more than I have taught before, and that created a problem or two.

February 28, 2007

Stuff happens (of course it’s usually spelled differently).  We know that.  But it seems to come in waves making us live crisis to crisis.

February 25, 2007

I did a massage session today that by the time I was done, had opened the eyes of my client to insight that she had not thought possible.

February 10, 2007

I taught Reiki 1 today.  It was an interesting group, and one of the comments was very interesting.

January 26, 2007

We’ve all at some time heard someone say “Please God, give me strength.”  Someone made a comment about this the other day that I found quite interesting.

January 25, 2007

Well, I just returned from four days of training in Temple Lomi Lomi.  It was a very rewarding experience, and most of the moves I learned are completely integrateable into what I do now.

January 20, 2007

I was doing Myofascial Release (MFR) work on a client today when in the course of the session, he made a pretty insightful statement.  He said that ignorance leads to pain and suffering. 

January 18, 2007

I had an unusual situation today that started out as a massage and ended up into an unwinding. 

January 10, 2007

Yesterday, I talked about religions, and how one of the major religions on the planet did some ‘major marketing’ to promote itself as the number one faith on the planet.  But I do have some questions.  Why are people so passionate about their faiths that they want to force others to follow what they do?  Why do some people believe so much in what they are told by their religious leaders that they will do evil or plain old stupid things because they are told to do so?  Why is it that religions teach tolerance, but that doesn’t seem to be anything practiced by their people?  Just a few queries that I will take a bit more in depth as you read on. 

January 9, 2007

Politics and religion, two things that tend to get people very angry.  Why is that?  Well, I tend to stay away from politics as much as I can in this journal because there are way too many opinions, mine included.  But what also incites people is talk of religion, especially when it differs with someone’s beliefs.  Because of this, I’m not going to talk about religion here, right?  Not!

January 8, 2007

Inventions are amazing things.  You might look at something and wonder where people come up with the ideas that they do.  Well, I have a theory based on an invention that I had an idea for many years before it actually was invented.

December 13, 2006

Fact.  Fantasy. Reality.  In all things, there is darkness, and there is light.  And even in those, there must be balance.

December 7, 2006

I did an awesome massage session today.  It was like nothing I have done in quite a while.

November 20, 2006

One thing I notice about mediums is that they seem to have different goals.

November 16, 2006

I have been reading a book that I am finding very interesting.  It’s called “Ask And It Is Given “  and tells how to match vibrations with what you want.

November 14, 2006

I had an interesting time in mediumship class tonight.  We did inspired speaking and writing, and it was a very interesting process doing this.

November 10, 2006

I was giving a Reiki session today, and suddenly it turned into an impromptu reading (mediumship reading that is).

October 24, 2006

I had my third mediumship class tonight, and pulled information from a card I pulled out of a deck.  My teacher called them ‘inner child’ cards.  What I got was interesting, but I just couldn’t put it all together.

October 21, 2006

I taught Reiki 1 today to two students.  One of them had had the class previously by another teacher a long time ago.  The other was new to it, although she seems to be doing it already.  And another thing, she is a very open empath.

October 20, 2006

Alone again… naturally?

October 17, 2006

Ever since taking the Myofascial Release (MFR) classes in Las Vegas, I have been in a new mental and energetic state when doing all massage.

October 14, 2006

You know sometimes that no matter how much you know you’re going to get hit in the face, you really don’t know it until it actually happens. 

October 4, 2006

Well, I knew this was going to happen some day.  My partner told me that she is leaving. 

October 1, 2006

As part of the mediumship workshop, the regular class go to meet with Simone and get a spiritual assessment.  She went down the people one at a time spending five minutes with each of us.  What she told me was fascinating.

September 30, 2006

Today was an amazing day.  I attended a mediumship workshop taught by Simone Key of the Arthur Findlay School in Britain. 

September 28, 2006

I met with Simone Key for my first ever mediumship reading.  I have had readings before, psychic readings, but not mediumship ones. 

September 25, 2006

I had my last MFR class today, and I was surprised when I said goodbye to one of the assistant instructors.

September 23, 2006

I have written a few articles on finding a therapist over the past couple of years.  When one is out of town, it can be quite hard to put those suggestions into practice, as I found out in Las Vegas.

September 20, 2006

Today was the last day of Unwinding, and I got to work with one of the assistant instructors.

September 19 (Part 2)

One of the most interesting parts of the Unwinding class was the group sessions.  This is where one person did the unwinding, and up to three others worked with them. 

September 19 (Part 1)

Well today’s class ended with something unusual (as if this stuff has been normal).  I was doing Reiki on someone I had been working with in class yesterday as she had wanted to see it.  I had gotten part way through when she suddenly started unwinding.

September 18, 2006

I had my first class on Myofascial Unwinding today.  Now, I have been through some bizarre classes before, but this takes the cake. 

September 17, 2006

Making my travel to Las Vegas was an experience.  A good experience surprisingly.

September 11, 2006

I had a dream last night that I thought was totally bizarre.  But then I woke up and realized what the date was.

August 23, 2006

I haven’t addressed this yet, but I think I need to.  Something in the news last week has put us all in the hands of fear again. 

August 20, 2006

Well, we had probably the best week we have ever had last week.  It at least made up for the week before.

August 18, 2006

I tried a new method of advertising this month.  I put a five-line ad in the city newspaper.

August 17, 2006

Here’s one for you.  I have been thinking about food and eating.  Read more, you’ll like it.

August 16, 2006

What a difference a week makes.  Business has changed.

August 15, 2006

I had a client in here today that made a comment that made me think a half second or so.  He said “you do massage spiritually, don’t you?”

August 13, 2006

I just came off a weekend where I taught Reiki both days. 

August 11, 2006

I know I have complained about business being slow before, but there's slow, and there's unbelievably slow.

August 9, 2006

Appointments.  Cancellations.  More appointments.  More cancellations.

August 3, 2006

Hello.  Caring Palms.  This is Brian.  **click**  Caring Palms, this is Brian.  I‘m sorry wrong number.  And this is just culminating a bad week. 

July 30, 2006

Trends.  I am slowly noticing how things change, and how we define things as being ok to do or not.  The way we do things is different than it was several years ago.

July 29, 2006

Ok, here’s another one.  We had two appointments this morning.  At least that is how it started.

July 25, 2006

I had a very interesting evening tonight.  I attended my first mediumship class. 

July 21, 2006

I’m getting real tired of the bubba BS from people.  We had a couple clients come in this afternoon that wanted massages.  Then things turned south (and I don’t mean heading toward the equator).

July 1, 2006

I have been attending the Florida State Massage Therapy convention this weekend.  While picking up some good marketing information in a couple classes, I did get to assist with the Lomi Lomi class that Alice gave.  It was fun. 

June 26, 2006

I had an interesting encounter with a snake today, and no, I don’t mean the door to door sales person.

June 25, 2006

Well, it finally happened.  I hired a female employee.  Actually, today marks two weeks that she has been with me.

June 20, 2006

I taught Reiki 1 today with two students.  One of them had taken it just because he has heard me talk about it, the other because I had worked on her a week or so before.  (She was the one that had the tendril attached to her siphoning her energy off.)

June 19, 2006

A funny thing happened at the beginning of the Lomi class the other day. 

June 18, 2006

I just finished auditing the advanced Lomi Lomi class in Plantation, Florida.  I wanted to take this because I felt I needed some guidance on some of the moves.  I wasn’t prepared to see that I knew it a lot less than I thought I did.

June 13, 2006

I notice that things tend to go in cycles.  Lately, I seem to be doing a lot of Myofascial Release. 

June 9, 2006

I had a client come in today (who was a massage therapist) that wanted a full Reiki session and a massage.

June 8, 2006

Last night, I dreamed that I was dying.  Tonight, I dreamed that I killed someone.

June 7, 2006

I had a dream that I was dying.  It was very strange.

May 28, 2006

I had a massage scheduled for this morning.  Unfortunately, I ended up going through a lot of trouble for nothing.

May 24, 2006

I had gotten a call yesterday that ended up involving three massages. 

May 18, 2006

The lady that I did the MFR work on last week returned. 

May 11, 2006

I have been working with Myofascial Release (MFR) for over a year now.  I don’t do it that often, but every now and then someone thinks that this may be what they want, or I may suggest it.  I have had some success with it, but nothing consistent to ‘write home about’… at least… until today.

May 5, 2006

I attended my first meeting as part of the Program Advisory Committee for Remington College, a local industrial school.  It was at the least educational.  What it also was, was very interesting.

May 2, 2006

Ok, it’s rant time again.  I got a call this morning that really set me off.

May 1, 2006

Well, a problem with my DSL modem at home has kept me from publishing the entries I have written.  So since I couldn’t publish, I kept writing, and you get stuck with one more saying.  J   The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.

April 29, 2006

Today, I got another big sale for a short session.  This is cool.

April 25, 2006

I did 35 minutes worth of work today, and that brought in some big money.

April 24, 2006

This is the last one.  I promise (well at least for a while.)  It's a great satisfaction knowing that for a brief point in time you made a difference.

April 23, 2006

I don’t know why, but I am still amazed by the way people find me.

April 17, 2006

I had a client today that gave me an interesting referral. 

April 16, 2006

Ok, so here’s another saying…Happiness is a perfume you can't pour on others without getting a drop on yourself!

April 14, 2006

Here is another proverb to think about…A ship in the harbor is safe, but that is not what ships are built for.

April 13, 2006

I’ve been running into proverbs and sayings lately that make good sense.  Here’s the first one…  Never invoke the gods unless you really want them to appear. It annoys them very much. -- G.K. Chesterton

April 11, 2006

For a long time now (probably since I moved to Florida), I have had nothing but complaints about the medical industry and doctors in general.  In fact, finding a good doctor is a major trial.  Well, that trip took a sharp turn the other day, and lead on an interesting, yet disappointing journey.

April 10, 2006

I have come to realize the power grief has on us.  There are a lot of emotions that radiate through us, some happy, some sad.  But grief seems to make them all pale in comparison.

April 9, 2006

I participated in my first expo this year.  The Forever Young Expo at the University of North Florida (UNF) campus was an all day health products show geared for people who are looking for alternative methods of healing. 

April 7, 2006

A friend of mine sent me a link to an article on MSNBC that dealt with a chiropractor in Ohio.  He is in jeopardy of losing his license for doing energy healing work.

April 6, 2006

I was talking to a friend online tonight in Connecticut.  He was talking about auras and colors and such.

April 5, 2006

I just got back from Ireland.  It wasn’t a long trip, maybe five minutes.

March 24, 2006

There are a few more things I wanted to talk about from John Edward.  He made some valid points as he tried to teach some interesting information to the people in the audience.

March 23, 2006

Well, I had a very interesting evening.  I just got back from seeing John Edward.  And to answer your question before you ask it, no, I didn’t connect with someone on the other side.  And although that may be a small disappointment, I do understand that I didn’t have the need, while others did.

March 21, 2006

Well, now that I will be seeing John Edward in a couple of days, I find it interesting that I have had a couple of visitations in my dreams. 

March 19, 2006

I did a couples massage today, and it was very, very neat.

March 14, 2006

We are a touch starved society.  Somewhere along the line, society became afraid to touch.  Yes, it’s rant time again.

March 13, 2006

We talk about Reiki, Therapeutic Touch, and many other healing modalities.  One thing that they all have in common is that modern day science (modern medicine) doesn’t believe in them.  And that mostly stems from the inability to measure them. 

March 12, 2006

Here is something that came to me that seems to make a lot of sense…  Your touch is your introduction.  Your energies are your intent, and define who you are.

March 11, 2006

I taught Reiki 1 today.  This was a class that seemed destined to happen no matter how many times it should have been cancelled. 

March 8, 2006

I had a man come in today while I was talking to a student from one of the local colleges.  He wanted massage.

March 7, 2006

With the death of our Siberian Husky, Cheetah, last February, we adopted another Husky in May.  This dog had been very badly abused, and she was reacting very poorly to our attempts at affection.  Now, this may sound like a dog story, and for a part it is, but it is also a people story with something to think about.

March 6, 2006

Well, this is going to be something new.  I purchased tickets to a performance at the Florida Theater on March 23rd.  Now, you might be wondering what band or musical performer I’m going to see.  Well, performer would be correct, but musical would not.  The tickets are to see John Edward.

March 1, 2006

Ok, somewhere there has to be a subliminal message to things of late.  I’m starting to think that maybe it is Breast Cancer Awareness month… or should be.

February 28, 2006

I did an interesting massage session today.  I had a lady that had had breast cancer, and had a double mastectomy.  Since she couldn’t lay on her stomach, I did a regular massage (with oils) in a massage chair.

February 21, 2006

I worked on (I guess you would call her) a breast cancer survivor today.

February 18, 2006

Terry Rogers was in town today to give a talk about Reiki and healthcare.  What he had to say was quite interesting. 

February 17, 2006

I just completed my second day at an AIDs summit.  I was there to talk about Reiki from my table and in a presentation.

February 11, 2006

I taught Reiki 1 to one person today.  Although the class size was small, it was a good class.

February 6, 2006

I worked on two older ladies today.  After working on the first, and then talking to the second, I can relay a funny incident that happened that I was unaware of.

February 3, 2006

I had a lady walk in the shop today asking about massage.  She lives in Kansas and will be moving to this area soon. 

January 31, 2006

On my way in this morning, I had stopped off at Emily’s shop up the street to drop off a flyer.  While I was there talking with Cynthia, a prospective client came in and asked some questions.  Her response to the answers was very strange.

January 26, 2006

Well, I’ve created a new product, Massage Class for Couples.  That’s right, I’m teaching massage now, but not for students looking to be massage therapists.  I’m teaching the general public.

January 25, 2006

I did Reiki today on a 90 year old lady.

January 24, 2006

Well, this has been a month.  Today was my first day back at work after being out sick a week. 

January 14, 2006

I taught Reiki 1 today.  I had two students, but it was a good combination.

January 12, 2006

I did something today I should have done a long time ago.  I joined a gym.  Now that in itself was not so mentionable or strange.  The person I had to deal with was another matter, and it was very scary.

January 5, 2006

All right, it’s only five days into the new year, and already time for the first rant.  I ask you, why do people have to be so ignorant?

January 4, 2006

Numbers, numbers, numbers.  Well it is the end of the year, so I am entitled to look at numbers again. 

January 3, 2006

Back in August of last year, certain learning energies were made available to us.  This will continue until August of this year.  Time is running out.

January 2, 2006

Control.  We are, in our own ways, control freaks.  We want to feel in control of ourselves and our surroundings, but all too often we don’t have control at all.  Maybe it’s time to let go.

January 1, 2006

Well, here it is, the New Year.  What will it be filled with?  What will we let it be filled with?

December 30, 2005

So much for hopes and desires.  I got blown off for the last time this year.

December 29, 2005

Well, this week was a surprise.  I didn’t expect anyone to come in, yet I did get to do some work.

December 26, 2005

Since mid November, I have been running a special on gift certificates.  My special is that if someone buys four of them, they get a fifth one free.  Well, I didn’t sell as many as I had hoped, but I did sell a total of 31 which isn’t anything to sneeze at. 

December 22, 2005

It has been a slow month as far as work goes, yet I seem to be staying afloat.

December 21, 2005

I have been selling gift certificates for the holidays with a special to try to boost sales.  Some of the responses I have gotten have been interesting.

December 11, 2005

Now I’m concerned.  There is this company in town that epitomizes the throw away society we’ve created.  They throw away massage therapists.

December 5, 2005

Well, it has been a long weekend, but the shop is finally back in order. 

December 2, 2005

Well, it finally happened.  I got new carpeting in the shop.

November 25, 2005

Something unique happened during a session today.  I enabled my client to visit with her mother.

November 24, 2005

As I said in the other day’s post, I changed the format of the entire Reiki side of the site, with the exception of the journal entries.  This is something I will be working on, but couldn’t get it all done immediately because there’s so bloody many of them.  In fact there are 550 entries (if I counted correctly).   Now I ask one question… What the hell could I have to say that I wrote so much about?

November 19, 2005

Well, I have finally come out of my hole.  What hole you might ask.  Well the one that I was in while I as chained to the computer making massive changes to the website.

November 16, 2005

I got a call this morning by someone wanting a massage.  And I, of course, had an opening.  J

November 15, 2005

Today, I took part in a job fair at Remington College, a technical institution in Jacksonville.  Since I am actually looking for someone, this seemed like a good thing to do.

November 14, 2005

It was a very pleasant evening.  I went to a Reiki share that one of my students had held.

November 13, 2005

When I was in Sedona in February, I learned a lot about the earth’s magnetic field and how the migrations of certain animals have been disturbed by what can only be called a shift.  Well, my wife just got back from California with another interesting story.

November 3, 2005

Well, things in the studio are changing, and the changes are nearing completion.  But, there seems to be one big snag that is becoming very troublesome. 

October 31, 2005

All, right, it’s Halloween, or better put, All Hallow’s Eve, the day the dead walk the earth.  So, why wasn’t I expecting a visitation?

October 24, 2005

So much for big expectations.  Last week was great.  This week was a disaster.

October 18, 2005

I had a record week last week.  Cool!

October 17, 2005

I had a very interesting morning.  I went out to a local technical school and gave a talk on Reiki to the massage students there. 

October 16, 2005

I saw the gentlemen that came in after class yesterday.  He had gone to bed feeling good, but was in pain again.

October 15, 2005

I taught Reiki 1 today with three students.  After that, I did a Reiki session on someone.  Talk about being in the right frame of mind.  J

October 14, 2005

I set a new shop record today.  I worked on five people.  This is the first time that I've done that many since opening the doors here.

October 13, 2005

My landlord's assistant was having some pretty bad pain today, so she came over to see me.

October 12, 2005

Yesterday, when I was teaching class, I went to the office next door to one of my neighbors to see if they wanted to be a body for my student.  She came willingly.

October 11, 2005

I finished up Reiki 1 today with Kerrie. 

October 10, 2005

My landlord brought her son over today as he was in great need of work.  His comments were priceless.

October 8, 2005

Remember I said I was doing a lot more Reiki session?  Well now I have numbers.

October 7, 2005 (Part 2)

After my student had left this morning, the two Ukrainian ladies had stopped by to say goodbye.  I have not known them long, but will miss them.

October 7, 2005 (Part 1)

Well this has been a very busy week, and I’m loving it. 

October 6, 2005

My student from the Ukraine (the one that speaks English J) was in today for a post job massive cleansing.  Now this was an intense session.

October 4, 2005

I know things go in cycles, but even I can’t believe how many Reiki sessions I am doing lately. 

October 3, 2005

Ok, I’m dreaming again.  When I was waking up this morning, I dreamed that I had broken a tooth.  Now talk about a bizarre dream.  And I thought it was… until it happened.

October 1, 2005

I had been going up to an assisted living community to do Reiki on one of the people there.  John’s daughter had contacted me from Washington, DC to go in and work on him.  I had done that several times until her brother told her that it was not affordable.  She called me today to let me know that he had died.

September 28, 2005

Wow.  I need to get this down before I forget too much.  The thing is it has been over 12 hours.  I had a couple very weird dreams last night.

September 27, 2005

Did you ever consider anger as an energy?  I mean an energy that seemed to have its own mind and will?  I think I saw that today, and it was astonishing. 

September 25, 2005

Well this has been one busy weekend, and I’ve loved it. 

September 24, 2005

I taught Reiki 3 today to three people, one of which was Natasha, the lady from the Ukraine that does not speak English.  It was a fun class.

September 12, 2005

I had a very interesting day today.  I ended up doing a massage and two Reiki sessions.

September 10, 2005

I hate to say it, but I am getting more and more discouraged with modern healthcare today.  The more people I talk with, I hear too many things that make me just shake my head.  Yes, it’s rant time again.

September 9, 2005

For years now, I have been told by several people that I will eventually end up in the hills of Virginia or North Carolina.  It is from there that I will watch (or survive) the earth changes.  One of the people that told me this said that when the calling comes, “don’t ignore it.”  Seeing the destruction wrought by the hurricane last week, I had several gut feelings about what ever warning I might get. 

September 8, 2005

What is it with people?  Why do they think that their properties are worth more than their lives?

September 7, 2005

For the last month, I have been doing outcalls to an assisted living center to do Reiki on John.  I didn’t get to see him this week as things have changed.

September 6, 2005

I have been having a lot of dreams lately, and they all seem to have the same theme. 

September 3, 2005

As I have said before, I tend to have my ups and downs.  I seem to ride that roller coaster even though I am aware that it exists and that I shouldn’t get on it.  But, like most therapists, I’m up when I work, and down when I don’t.

August 31, 2005

What a difference a day makes.  Through the marvels(?) of television, we have seen things go from impending doom to total disaster.

August 29, 2005

Storms.  I’m really starting to hate storms.

August 27, 2005

I had a long day today.  I taught a Reiki 2 class followed by two massages.

August 24, 2005

I had a client today that has moved to this area and is looking for a regular therapist to go to.  She found me in the local free health paper.

August 23, 2005

I had a client come in today on a gift certificate purchased by her boyfriend yesterday.

August 22, 2005

Today, I feel bad.  I did a massage that was less than it could have been.  I don’t know that you’d call it a bad massage, but to me, it was lacking.

August 16, 2005

I had a client in four days ago that had a lot going on.  Today, I called to check on her progress.

August 13, 2005

The week before last, I worked on someone that had really bad neck problems, so bad in fact that when she left, she still had some pain.  I was unhappy that I couldn't help her more, but I had done all I could do.  But then the realization hit me of how few times this happens.

August 12, 2005

So far I've done 10 Reiki sessions this year.  Today was the third this week.  It was very interesting, and preparing for it was a process.

August 9, 2005

I got a big-time reminder today about how much energy can do.

August 8, 2005

I again worked on John in the assisted living community.  This time, a couple of things happened that struck me as unusual.

August 7, 2005

I taught a very interesting Reiki 1 class today.  I had one student, and her translator.  You see, my student couldn’t speak English. 

August 1, 2005

I worked on John today at the assisted living health center.  It was an interesting session, and then something happened.

July 30, 2005

Every morning, I do my energy exercises, and cleanse the studio.  I'm starting to wonder if how I clean the studio has anything to do with the clientele I get.

July 29, 2005

I did two massage sessions today, but the first one was a very bad experience. 

July 22, 2005

I thought last week turned out to be a very good week, and it did, but this one was better.

July 21, 2005

Well, I finally did it.  I decided that I needed room in my filing cabinet, so I started pulling out files of those that I had not seen in a year.

July 20, 2005 (Part 2)

I had another busy day again, after a beginning of the day cancellation.

July 20, 2005 (Part 1)

Well, so much for the low profile.  Someone had said that there are lots of dark things going around now and that us lightworkers should be keeping our heads down.

July 19, 2005 (Part 2)

I had an interesting session today.  It all started out to be a simple Reiki session, but turned into a bit more.

July 19, 2005 (Part 1)

I had a repair person over to the house this morning, and did not get into the studio until about 12:30 this afternoon.  When I did, I had two people asking about Reiki classes.

July 18, 2005

Class scheduling has become an interesting thing lately.

July 16, 2005

I finally caught up with my neighbor today to find out how her hands are doing.

July 15, 2005

I had two clients today, so this makes six for the week.  Cool.

July 14, 2005

My neighbor stopped me as I was on my way out this evening and asked if there was an alternative medicine approach to carpal tunnel syndrome (keep in mind that she is a cardiac nurse, a medical professional). 

July 13, 2005 (Part 2)

I went up to the assisted living community today to fill out forms so I can be cleared to go in there as a health care professional.  (It seems there are a lot of retired high ranking military and someone that used to work for Reagan when he was president living in there.  No wonder they’re hot on clearance.)  At any rate, I put my ‘Be Back By…’ sign up, and went out to do this.  I was gone maybe 30 minutes.  When I got back, I had a surprise.

July 13, 2005 (Part 1)

One of the people I worked on yesterday was a Methodist minister.  I found him to be a very interesting person, and we had a wonderful conversation while I worked. 

July 12, 2005

After many weeks of a person or two one day, and then no one the next one or two, I had a busy day today.

July 11, 2005

I heard from John’s daughter today.  He seemed to be doing much better after the Reiki session the other day.

July 10, 2005

Admittedly, I’m extremely left brained.  I’m good at analysis (and used to do that for a living), and like getting into technical things.  Every now and then I get fascinated by numbers, and thanks to the requirement for national recertification, I have some very interesting numbers which show some interesting trends. 

July 9, 2005

I had an interesting healing session today.  I did an outcall to an assisted living community to work on an 88 year old gentleman. 

June 19, 2005

Well, I just finished my second Reiki 1 class in as many days.  Both classes were fun and very rewarding.

June 13, 2005

I worked on someone from out of town with massive rotator cuff damage in her right shoulder.  Although I see a lot of people that have shoulder problems, I have not seen anyone with this much damage.

June 10, 2005

Well, the first tropical storm of the season is headed up the Gulf toward Florida.  Already Mother Nature is starting take potshots at us.  At the same time, I took my first shot at moving a storm this season.

June 7, 2005

I got a call from a friend of mine tonight.  Her world was crashing, and she desperately needed someone to talk to.

June 6, 2005

I had an interesting thought today (yes, just one… one interesting thought, not one thought).  We can all be healers, and it doesn’t take any training at all.  Now, I know that most people are perplexed at my last statement.  But read on.  Enlightenment comes to those who read.

June 4, 2005

I got to talk with two people that were interested in class today. 

May 27, 2005

I can remember many times over the years where I was told that I wear my heart on my sleeve.  It has also been told to me that I wear my heart on my sleeve just waiting for somebody to come along and knock it off.  I never really did know what this meant, and I tend to think that the person saying it didn’t know either as they couldn’t define it for me.  So, I decided to look it up.

May 24, 2005

I have a friend in from out of town for a couple of days.  Actually, she is from out of the country.  She has seen me do a number of things long distance.  Today she asked me to tell her what her emotions were.

May 20, 2005

I was chatting with a friend online today when I had to make a trip south. 

May 19, 2005

I did a Reiki session today that ended up involving a lot of crystals.

May 14, 2005

Things finally worked out, and I had my first Reiki Share in a long, long time. 

May 11, 2005

As I mentioned before, I seem to be back in the middle of the fight between Reiki and massage.  It seems things have changed, yet remain the same.  J

May 2, 2005

There is this scene in the movie “The Wizard of Oz” where the main characters (Dorothy, the Tin Man, the Scarecrow, and the Cowardly Lion) are in the great hall and facing the wizard.  There is this huge face at the far end of the chamber with lots of fire and smoke coming out of places around it.  For some reason, Dorothy’s dog Toto starts looking around and finds this curtain, which he promptly pulls open exposing a man pushing levers and pulling chains.  The wizard’s face tells the intrepid heroes to “Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain.”  There are times when I feel exactly like that.

April 27, 2005

Ok, I have to do it.  I have to sound off about something.  I have to ask…  Why are people so rude?

April 26, 2005

I had a call from one of the students that was in my last class.  She had felt that she really didn’t learn anything, and that she didn’t “have it”.  But then she went to use Reiki on someone in need, and magic happened.

April 25, 2005

This came to me out of the blue at some point.  I think it is an interesting comment…  Are things too troubling?  Well, make light of them.  J 

April 19, 2005

Well, I did it again.  I opened my big mouth, probably where I shouldn't have, but I did it anyway.  Because of this, I now find myself back in the middle of the fight over whether Reiki is massage or not.

April 18, 2005

Awhile ago I was contacted by a massage student to show her some things on Lomi Lomi massage.  Through that contact I was led to what I did today.  Today, I talked to a massage class on Allied Modalities at the north campus of Florida Community College at Jacksonville (FCCJ).

April 17, 2005

Because of what someone told me, I have started to schedule Reiki 1 classes on a monthly basis. 

April 16, 2005

I taught a Reiki 1 class today with three students, and one helper.

April 14, 2005

Well, my migraine fix didn’t last too long.  Part of it has to do with what her body is going through right now.  The other, well I still don’t know. 

April 12, 2005

Two very interesting things happened today.  I did more work on my 14-year old client with migraines, and I did my first outcall since I opened the studio.

April 4, 2005

For a while now, I have had a lot of people tell me that I needed to see the movie “What the Bleep do We Know?”.  Last night, I finally got around to seeing it.  It was neat seeing theoretical scientists as well as spiritual people talking about perceptions of the world and how we can change things.  The concepts shown were very intriguing.

March 29, 2005

The client whose daughter it is that I worked on for migraines gave gift certificates to her parents for the holidays last year.  They came in today.

March 27, 2005

Well, here I was sitting on a boat in South Carolina when suddenly there was this need for a healer. 

March 21, 2005

I saw in the news that there had been another school shooting. I have a question.  Why can’t society recognize the patterns that cause this and do something about them?  Why are we treating the symptoms and not the cause? 

March 19, 2005

I've talked a lot about the stresses I go through.  Lately, I've been looking at society and seeing the pressures it has been putting on people.  Pressure has been so bad that people more than ever are looking for ways to escape, including suicide.  So, the big question is... What do you do to escape?

March  18, 2005

Today was an unusually busy day.  In fact, my entire day was booked.  I know I keep saying that I need five sessions each week to be able to pay the bills, and that has been happening at least for the last two weeks.  (A client a day keeps the bill collector away.)  J

March 16, 2005

I was on the Myofascial Release e-mail board the other day when I read something someone said that was extremely profound…  Don’t just do something.  Stand there.

March  15, 2005

I talked with the girl I worked on last week, the one whose migraine went away when I worked on it. 

March  14, 2005

I heard an interesting statistic today.  Actually, it was more disturbing than it was interesting.  For the first time, the suicide rate as passed the murder rate.  Wow.  Now what does that say about our society?

March  13, 2005

I ask my students to fill out a form at the end of each class (that is if I remember) which rates the material and the instructor.  It also asks for more comments, and I seem to get the same one from some people – ‘the classroom is too small’.

March  12, 2005

I taught Reiki 2 today to two students.  It was a fun class, but something surprised me.

March  8, 2005

I talked with the mother of the girl I worked on last night.  I wanted to see how she was doing. 

March  7, 2005

I had an awesome energy session tonight.  It wasn’t meant to be an energy session, but ended up that way.

March 3, 2005

During the first vortex trip, when our guide was telling me that something in the class I would be taking would make me laugh.  In fact she said it reminded her of the Laughing Buddha.  She suggested I might want to buy one while I was in town.  Well, I happened to run into one in a store, and did just that.  In the process, I was told a short story of the Laughing Buddha by the store owner.  I found it neat and thought I would pass it on.

February 28, 2005

So, here’s the final recap.  The show was great.  I did some things that no one expected.

February 27, 2005

Well, I wrapped up the final day of the Health and Retirement show today, and I did so much work that most of it is just a blur. 

February 26, 2005

I had another awesome day at the Health and Retirement show today.  Although I have not sold anything, I have scheduled a couple of appointments.  But the best part is doing the work.

February 25, 2005

Today was the first day of the Health and Retirement Show at the Avenues Mall in town here.  All my fears and anxieties have been washed away.  So, after three hours of sleep last night, it was a spectacular day.

February 23, 2005

Well I’ve been getting ready for the big show at the mall.  I have hope and I have fear. 

February 20, 2005

While I was in Sedona, I got my aura photographed.  I had never had this done, and have found it interesting.

February 18, 2005

Today was the trip home.  It was a long day, and somewhat difficult.  I did it while being as completely shut down as I could. 

February 17, 2005

Been working energy overtime. It seems that every turn up has a significant turn down.  I was 20 minutes outside of Phoenix when I got a call from my wife.  She had news about the dog.

February 15, 2005

One more thing about the class that I find funny.  Well, maybe I should say interesting.

February 14, 2005

Our plans changed constantly today, but we did manage to make it back to the vortex.  It turned out to be a very interesting day, and a very interesting trip.

February 13, 2005

Today was my last class in my myofascial release, and it gave us some surprises, including some very frightening surprises.  They say that all memory is recorded in each cell of our bodies.  After today's class, I truly believe it.

February 12, 2005

Today was my third day of class and the second day of rain.  What is neat, yet scary about rain here is that it doesn’t happen that often.

February 10, 2005

Today was my first class in Myofascial Release training, and I’ve been totally blown away.  What has been shown and talked about has been so stunning and contradictory that it has hit like a ton of bricks.  But it makes perfect sense.  If you hadn’t figured it out yet, this is a teaching entry, but don’t totally overlook it.  If you read on, I think you will be as amazed as I am. 

February 9, 2005

We went to a ‘Being Your On Psychic’ presentation at the resort tonight.  A psychic called JD gave a short talk.  It was interesting.

February 8, 2005

I have been stressed a lot lately, and the stress has started to lead to depression.  The next thing that happened sent me on a nose dive.  Now, most of you would expect me to end it there.  But there was one more thing that happened, and that turned my world upside down, which I think makes it right side up now.  J  Please read on

February 7, 2005

Well, quite a change from the last few days.  My phone rang off the hook today.

February 6, 2005 (Part 2)

Well, the Super Bowl had quite an impact on Jacksonville.  Unfortunately, it didn't have much impact on my business, or any other business out at the beaches.  In fact, it actually did the opposite of what we wanted it to do.

February 6, 2005 (Part 1)

We had our first hike today up into the red rocks of Sedona.  We were dealing with a time schedule, although not a tight one, it did have some pressure on us.  We had chosen a hiking trail that was supposed to be about a mile to a mile and a half, but I think we extended that a bit as we went from the beginning of the trail up to Chicken Point.

February 4, 2005

My sister in law and I arrived today in Sedona, Arizona.  Following are the usual types of observations, and one funny travel story.

February 3, 2005

Well, tomorrow I am Sedona bound.  I'm really looking forward to being there, as I enjoyed the last time I was there if only for the day and a half that I was there.  This time I'll be there for two weeks, and while there I'm hoping to really mingle with the energies.

February 2, 2005

Well, so much for getting a huge influx of people because of the Super Bowl.  Yesterday I spent my entire day dictating journal entries, and today looks like I'll be doing the same thing.  J

January 31, 2005

I had three bodies today.  This is the most I've had in one day in my shop since the shop opened.  It doesn't quite match the six I did in a day when I was back in school, but it's a good start.

January, 30, 2005 (Part 2)

At the very end of class today, a strange thing happened.  I got a phone call that sounded like it could be something else, and turned out to be something else from want it sounded like.  If you want a laugh, read more.

January 30, 2005 (Part 1)

I taught Reiki 1 today to a new student and it was quite interesting how things went.

January 29, 2005

I did two massages today which is unusual for Saturday.

January 27, 2005

One of my clients today was the massage therapist that works down the street from me.  He has been here several times now, and obviously likes the work I do.  See so like working on people, this makes it a win-win situation.

January 26, 2005

It was almost exactly a week ago, I had a very strange dream that involved me driving off the edge of a bridge.  Interestingly enough, this morning I got an e-mail from my friend in Ireland.  Terri wanted to know if I was okay.  It seems, she had had a strange dream last night, and was concerned for my well-being.

January 25, 2005

Ups and downs.  Ups and downs.  I really wish I could find my way off this roller coaster.  Did anyone see the exit the last time we went past?

January 24, 2005

I just had a very good energy session.  I had a young lady in for a chakra balancing.  Yes, that’s right.  She knew before coming in here that she needed a chakra balancing. 

January 22, 2005

I taught Reiki 3 today to (strangely enough) three students.  Between the three of them and my friend and student and Reiki Master, John, we had a fun time.

January 21, 2005

The other day, I had been talking to my landlord's assistant, when she told me she was having neck problems.  My first words, of course, were "get on the table".

January 20, 2005 (Part 2)

Well it finally happened.  I finally got something that I have been waiting almost year to get.  I got rubbed.

January 20, 2005 (Part 1)

I wanted to get this down before I forgot it.  I had a dream last night, closer to nightmare, but still a dream.  It's one of those dreams that make you wake up shaking, or should.

January 19, 2005

In my business, I sell gift certificates.  My gift certificates are valid for six months from the date of purchase, and as most gift certificate sales go, some of them come in, and some of them don't.  Sometimes these gift certificates change hands a time or two before actually getting into the hands of a person that actually brings it into the shop for a session, however, I don't think I've ever had one go this particular route.

January 12, 2005

Manifestations.  What do we think of when we think about manifestations?  Do we think of ghosts and goblins appearing out of the woodwork to come get us?  Do we think about some evil manifesting itself into the real world and causing problems?  Why must a manifestation always be evil?

January 11, 2005

A couple of years ago, I talked about masks.  We all wear different masks at different times, and change them in and out based on our needs.  We have the mask we wear at work, the mask we wear when we're out with friends, even the mask we wear when we're at home by ourselves.  But, is there a mask we wear to hide from ourselves?

January 10, 2005

It has been about three weeks now, and I am slowly realizing the shock and awe of what has happened.  We'll hear about natural disasters causing problems, killing people, disrupting daily lives.  And we look at it and wonder and feel concerned.  Usually though, it is something that happens on a smaller scale, such as massive rainstorms, snowfall, ice, or various other local happenings to various areas.  The surprise and devastation that the tsunami caused is almost unbelievable.

December 29, 2004

I get e-mails from lots of sources asking me to merge with a massive group consciousness by taking a moment at a certain time and date, and sending energy for a particular cause.  Usually, it's a noble idea, but in actuality, it's not an easy thing to do.  I think I've come up with a way of doing something similar that will be independent of time and date done, and only take a few seconds of your time.  So, if you want to help the greater consciousness, continue reading.

December 19, 2004

Well I did it again.  I went out holiday shopping.

December 18, 2004

I was in a store today, and there was child crying.  What happened next was actually quite amusing.

December 10, 2004

I had something funny happen today.  Two representatives form the phone company stopped by to show me how I could save money by adding more services.  While we were there signing the papers, we got to talking about other things, including “what is Reiki?”

December 5, 2004

Moving forward.  What is involved with moving forward?  Well, I think a good part of it has to do with letting go.  Now, what is involved with letting go?

December 4, 2004

What do you believe in?  How rooted are you in your beliefs?  Are you willing to change them?  No?  What if you are given information that contradicts your beliefs?  No?  What if that information is irrefutable?  I guess the real question is “Are we willing to learn, and change based on new information?”

December 3, 2004

After putting up the history information I found in William Rand’s book, I found a letter on his site (www.Reiki.org) that was written by a Reiki master that had been promoted by Phyllis Furumoto (and paid $10,000 for the privilege).  She was there shortly after Takata died, and when Furumoto decided that she would follow in her grandmother’s footsteps and be the head of Reiki.  (Based on the previous history, we know that Takata was not the head of Reiki.  This was only something she maintained.)  What this reveals is an extremely interesting look at the current mindset at the supposed leadership of Reiki. 

December 2, 2004

Well, I had to come back to it one more time.  I wrote the International Center for Reiki Healing, William Rand’s organization, with questions about attunements and where the Reiki is turned on.  I got a response from Jan, which clarifies a lot of things.

December 1, 2004

I got a call today to do a massage.  It was kind of interesting.

November 29, 2004

I’m going to tackle this one more time.  I say that everyone has the ability to do Reiki, and can learn to do it without having an attunement.  Most, if not all other Reiki masters will tell you differently.  Well, I have a couple places in William Rand’s book I want to point out to you.  J

November 28, 2004

I have been reading “Reiki, The Healing Touch” by William Rand.  This book was lent to me by one of my students, and has been quite an eye-opener, especially where the Reiki history is concerned.  What we have learned so far is more like the Reiki myth than history.  I will be updating the history section of this site as soon as I can, but in the meantime, I think you might find this information very interesting.

November 24, 2004

I did a massage today.  The story of how this came about is pretty interesting. 

November 23, 2004

I had a person walk in off the street today looking for a massage.  I got to use a lot of the new toys.  J

November 22, 2004

I just finished the advanced Lomi Lomi class in Plantation, Florida.  It was a fun, yet intense class as there was a lot to learn.

November 10, 2004

Well, I’m now keeping score.  J  With the last set of classes, I started handing out a form to let the students grade me.  The scoring and the comments have been most interesting and appreciated.

November 8, 2004

One of my students has been having a lot of questions, and has been doing huge amount of research to try to answer those questions.  A lot of what she has been finding has contradicted other things she has found.  She came down to questions about attunements and hand positions.  Those questions she asked me, and I responded with the following…

November 6, 2004

For a while now, I have been seeing and hearing about online classes that teach Reiki.  I find the concept very interesting, yet scary. 

November 5, 2004

What are other Reiki teachers teaching?  Do they really know what they’re doing?  Are they really teaching with the student in mind?  How about healing?  Or is it all for money?  Ok, it’s rant time again.  But don’t go away, I think you will find some useful tips on finding a teacher after I’m done screaming.  J

November 3, 2004

Last night, something came to me.  It was a stroke of brilliance, so I know it didn’t originate from me.  J  What came to me was a short thought on the learning process, or how one learns.

October 30, 2004

I taught my first Reiki 3 class for CEUs today.  It went quite well.

October 27, 2004

Well, I’m going out on a limb now.  In fact it’s a very long, very thin limb.  I’m going to talk about God.  Or to put it better, I’m going to talk about theories on God, or Gods, and Goddesses, and more.  Now before you start making the sign of the cross, or tracing hexes on your computer screen, read on.  You might actually find some of this interesting.

October 24, 2004

It has been a pretty good last two days.  I have taught two Reiki 1 classes, and done three massages. 

October 21, 2004

What’s bugging you?  No, really.  What’s bugging you?  Is it… is it… is it bugs??!!  Ok, here’s another Kay-ism.

October 20, 2004

We talked about intention.  What about focus?  How focused are you when it comes to doing a task?

October 19, 2004

Intention.  I know I’ve talked about intent/intention before, but it is something that bears repeating. 

October 18, 2004

About a week ago, I mentioned a friend that had been attacked, and how I talked with her into the wee hours of the morning.  One thing I didn’t mention was that when I was with her some time ago, I did massage on her. 

October 17, 2004

One more word on Christopher Reeve.

October 16, 2004

I’m starting to go through a bout of depression.  Sitting in the shop for five days straight with no customers will do that.  Then missing one customer by missing a phone call by less than five minutes, well that just set it off.  It’s got me thinking about levels of vibration and how they affect us, or we them. 

October 14, 2004

Miracles do happen.  Truly.  I talked with two of my students yesterday, and each told me a story of doing Reiki not long after their class.  And the results were amazing.

October 13, 2004

I got two pieces of mail yesterday.  Between the two of them, they say something.

October 12, 2004

Free will of the soul.  What is it?  Well, it’s the soul’s ability to make decisions for the good or the bad.  What can we do about it?  Nothing.

October 11, 2004

This entry is going to be a change over what I usually write in here.  I was told this morning of the death of actor Christopher Reeve.  Saddened as I am by the news, I see his life being a lesson here for everyone whether they are lightworkers or not.  But it is truly a lesson for those that are. 

October 10, 2004

A few years ago, a friend showed me how to sense other’s emotions and mental state.  I used it now and then after I learned, but then eased off.  Lately, I have been doing it quite a bit more.

October 9, 2004

Well, classes are coming together again.  I just set a date for a Reiki 1 class, and I suddenly have two students.

October 8, 2004

I’ve decided that since I don’t do technical work anymore, I’m becoming addle-brained.  Ok, so some of you are asking questions like “what do you mean becoming?” 

October 7, 2004

Something new happened tonight.  I got hit by a walk in Sage-ing.  J

October 6, 2004

Well, I’m really tired today.  It probably has something to do with being online and on the phone until 2am this morning.  J  I have a friend that needed someone to talk to, and I was it.

October 4, 2004

One of my clients/students was in this evening for some training.  Every now and then, she picks up information from her guides and passes that along to the people that need to hear it.  Tonight, the message was for me, and it dealt with storms.

October 3, 2004

I have said that it is scary how organized I am with the business.  Here’s another example…  For some time now, I have been tracking new business.  This is so I know what is bringing people into the shop, so I can continue to put the advertising where it will do the most good. 

October 2, 2004

I taught Reiki 1 to four students today, and it was a wonderful time.

October 1, 2004

I had a client come in today that wanted REAL DEEP pressure in their massage.  OK, now, where did I put that steam roller?

September 27, 2004

I traveled home today from Plantation.  Although there wasn’t a lot of damage from the hurricane along I-95, there was enough to give one an idea of how devastating the storm was.

September 26, 2004

I just finished a class in Lomi Lomi massage in Plantation, Florida (near Ft. Lauderdale).  I found it to be a very neat style with a huge range of pressure settings.

September 25, 2004

Well, I am now in Plantation, Florida, just outside of Ft. Lauderdale.  The drive down here yesterday was pleasant, but I was concerned as there is a hurricane hitting nearby that could have hit here. 

September 20, 2004

To meddle, or not to meddle?  That is the question.  There is an old saying…  Do not meddle in the affairs of wizards, for they are quick to anger, and have no need for subtlety. 

September 19, 2004

One more word on weather (whether you want to hear it or not)…  (This is a story Kay had told.)

September 18, 2004

A couple nights ago, I was working with Scott to help him remove a self-created block that kept him from seeing the dark entities around him.   He felt that if he couldn’t see them, he wouldn’t be afraid (and the fear would draw them in).  (Now, I wouldn’t make comments about that being ostrich-like in nature… or… would I?)  What happened afterward led to an interesting discussion which, with a day’s passing turned his skepticism turn into true belief. 

September 16, 2004

I have had strange, frightening dreams the last two nights.  The fact that the weather is doing what it is, and we are trying to fight off the coming storms, just has not helped. 

September 14, 2004

I was having an interesting conversation with my client during her massage yesterday.  She was asking questions about the things that are in this journal.  She was talking about some of the things I had done that are recorded here, like the healings, the ghostbusting, projection to other people to help them.  Then she said something along the lines of “You’ve done a lot of wonderful, helpful things.  Aren’t you proud of what you have done?”  I stopped for a second.  Proud?  No.  Absolutely not!  That’s the last bloody thing I want to be!

September 13, 2004

Today, I did two massages and a Reiki session.  Both the massages went well, and the Reiki session was just great.  And as unexpected, the second massage person tells the lady waiting for her Reiki session just how wonderful I am .  ::shaking head as I look at the bar – way up there::

September 11, 2004

This is getting ridiculous.  I always do my best work, but now I’m trying to meet everyone’s hyped expectations.

September 10, 2004

I did two massages today, both on people who had seen my sign while driving down the street.  Cool.

September 8, 2004

All right, I guess it’s time to talk about storms and super storms and dark entities and so forth.

September 7, 2004

I thought I had done this before, but I can’t find anything in my journal that deals specifically with earth changes.  I know I have mentioned them here and there, but I thought I had dedicated one entry to it.  Apparently not.  So, I guess it’s time for that. 

September 6, 2004

Yesterday was by far our worst day with hurricane Frances.  But we’re still here and in one piece. 

September 5, 2004

Well, the hurricane hit land yesterday, down in Vero Beach.  Thankfully, the strength of it had changed from a category 4 to a category 2, then a category 1.  I firmly believe that the group I had contacted was responsible for that. 

September 4, 2004

Usually (at least lately), I write these journal entries a few days before I do a ‘release’, so I am writing about things in the past.  Keep that in mind as I say the following.   A lot has happened over the last several days, which will be recounted in the next few day’s entries.  It all started with a hurricane named Frances.

September 3, 2004

Well, good news has happened.  I made rent, and most of the expenses.

September 2, 2004

As the storm gets closer, I keep watching the weather channel, and pushing at the storm.

September 1, 2004

Well, now I’ve seen it all.  Uhh, well, maybe not.  Would you believe that a storm could be controlled by something dark?

August 31, 2004

Well, I did an interesting thing last night, prompted by a friend’s e-mail.  I e-mailed several people to get them to be a (sort of) storm steering committee.

August 30, 2004

Well, it is happening again.  Another hurricane is headed toward Florida.  This time it is aimed at Vero Beach, where a friend lives. 

August 29, 2004

It has been a spectacular weekend teaching. 

August 27, 2004

I had an interesting thing happen.  The other day, I worked on a client that came in because she was passing by and had gotten overbooked by the person she was seeing (another field).  Last night, she called me and told me of all the pain she had been in the evening after I worked on her, and how much she was still hurting.  I sat there with my mouth hanging open for a bit, but once it snapped shut, I started thinking and asking questions. 

August 26, 2004

Intuition.  Is it psychic ability?  Is it a special something only some people get?  Or is it just noticing when things happen, that reading of the energy waves, and believing it?

August 25, 2004

I had a nice surprise this morning.  I opened up the studio, and had someone walk in asking for a massage.  Neat.

August 24, 2004

Well, I’m excited.  I just got a call from two of my Reiki 1 students from this spring.  They are coming to the Reiki 2 class Sunday.

August 23, 2004

Last weekend, we had a Reiki 1 class under the threat of a hurricane.  I just heard from my student-to-be in Orlando.  She didn’t come up as the storm was said to be going directly there.  It wasn’t until today that I had half a clue about the damage it caused there. 

August 21, 2004

Well it happened again.  Jessica took another Reiki course.

August 18, 2004

I got a call today from someone asking about a Reiki class.  She said that she had been thinking about learning Reiki for some time, but had just not made the effort to look for someone.  What made her decide to do it now, and with me, was a phone call she had received from her friend, Debra… in Washington, DC.

August 14, 2004

Steering a hurricane.  Interesting idea.  Here’s how it went.

August 13, 2004

Today, I taught Reiki 1.  The number of students that were to be attending kept going up and down.  And then there was this minor occurrence called hurricane Charley.

August 12, 2004

Reiki classes.  All of a sudden, I have potential students appearing out of nowhere. 

August 10, 2004

Well I think I’m finally decided on continuing education.  I’m looking at Lomi Lomi and Myofascial.  Neat stuff.

August 3, 2004

The massage business has been slow.  Last month I barely made rent, but did not make other expenses.  It looks like this month is starting out the same way, with one difference…  I’m getting a lot of calls for classes. 

August 1, 2004

Jessica went to work today, and told the people there about her class.  This of course prompted people to be asking her to work on them. 

July 31, 2004

I have a friend in Ft. Lauderdale that I have never met, but talked with frequently.  She is very sensitive and very powerful as far as energy goes.  I have taught her a few things over the phone and internet.  During one of these conversations, I told her about Reiki.  Well, today, she took a Reiki 1 class, and was very impressed.

July 30, 2004

The lady that I had such an interesting time doing massage on, on the 17th, came back today.  This was neat because she had been searching for a therapist, and her last one had hurt her.  She told me that she felt sore for two days afterwards.  She said that with all I pounded her on her last visit, she hadn’t felt sore at all.  Cool.  Well, that is what I aim for.  This time, she had some of the same problems, but had some new ones that came down to energy. 

July 17, 2004

I had an interesting massage session today.  One of the two ladies I worked on had some interesting problems, and it came down to some interesting solutions.

July 15, 2004

I’ve been rereading the posts that I’ve written over the last several days.  Most of them seem to have a similar theme… Balance.  A few have other points, like believing and not fearing.  Or controlling emotions to remain in… uhh… balance. 

July 14, 2004

I had two interesting things happen today.  The first was an Instant Messenger (IM) chat with someone in the UK.  The second was an IM chat with a friend of mine that was short, but it said a lot.

July 10, 2004

Rollercoasters.  Do you like rollercoasters?  I like rollercoasters.  They start at a mid point, and then they climb up.  Then suddenly, they go down, and the up, and then down again.  I like to watch them.  I don’t like to ride them.  So, why do I?

July 9, 2004

I had an e-mail today by a former student of Kay’s.  It was really great to hear from her, but the circumstances of how it got here are quite interesting.

July 8, 2004

I wanted to let you all know that I have been having problems with my e-mail system.  The problem could cause me to lose e-mail from anyone mailing me.  The problem could cause me to not reply to questions about classes or any services.  The problem is… SPAM.  Yes, it’s a rant, and it’s not about the product by Hormel.

July 4, 2004

I have to get this down before too much of it fades away.  I can still see the images, and the faces.  And they are frightening.

June 28, 2004

I had a friend of mine looked at my energies the other day and told me that my third chakra was cold.  The third chakra is the one that deals with thinking. 

June 27, 2004

What is the trick?  Are there so many mundane people on this planet that don’t feel anything around them.  Are so many people so focused or just so blind?

June 26, 2004

I went down to Orlando today to walk through the dealer’s room… er… exhibitor’s hall (they only call them dealers rooms at science fiction conventions) at the Florida State Massage Therapy (FSMTA) convention.  I must have misplaced the registration form that supposedly came in April, so I really couldn’t go to the other functions.  The dealer’s room was interesting, and I got some good bargains.

June 25, 2004

Welcome to Fantasy Island.  Uhh.. No.  Before some short person jumps out and announces the arrival of some aircraft, I think I’d better do more in explanation.   

June 24, 2004

I had a call from a lady in Washington DC today trying to locate my teacher, Kay.  This is the second time in a couple of weeks now.

June 23, 2004

Give me strength.  Really.  Put some in a bottle, send it through the air, just empower me.  Uh-huh.  Why should I be dependent on you to be empowered?  Shouldn’t I be able to empower myself?  Exactly. 

June 22, 2004

I did a blindfolded massage today.  This is where the subject can’t see what I’m doing.  Just kidding. 

June 21, 2004

We’ve talked a lot about light and dark, about good and evil.  But what makes them good and evil?  What about truth and lies, honesty and dishonesty? 

June 20, 2004

Okay. I've waited long enough.  I feel I need to sound off again.  I don't do this very often (uh huh, right).  So, maybe I do, but it's still time to do it again.

June 19, 2004

We all have insights into various things.  These insights usually come from questions being asked, or formulated.  Some come from unique places, like the music one listens to.

June 18, 2004

Interestingly enough, I’ve made rent and expenses for June now, although I haven’t done enough work to do so.

June 12, 2004

I taught Reiki 1 today, and during that time something uniquely interesting happened.

June 10, 2004

A friend of mine came over today, and I got re-attuned.

June 5, 2004

My wife and I helped a friend move from one apartment to another today.  Now, just looking at it, that doesn’t seem to belong in a journal that deals with energies.  Well, read on.

June 1, 2004

I’m impressed.  I made rent and other expenses for May.

May 29, 2004

Mind over matter.  We’ve heard that term forever, but usually as the butt end of some joke.  Mind over matter.  Yes, in most cases, my mind doesn’t matter.  See?  Mind over matter.  This is the ability to convince oneself, or empower oneself to do things that are above the ordinary simply by concentrating.

May 28, 2004

Try not.  Do.  Or do not.  There is no try.  All right, I’ve used this phrase a lot.  Spoken by the character Yoda, it is one of my favorite quotes from the Star Wars movie series.  In fact it’s right up there with “Flying through hyperspace ain’t like dustin’ crops.”  J  However, the first one is very motivational.  But, what the hell is that little green fella talking about?

May 25, 2004

It was a very strange night talking with Jessica on Instant Messenger (IM).  All of a sudden she told me that I needed to teach her something.  My mind did its usual thing, it went blank.

May 17, 2004

I had an unusual confirmation today.  It’s nice to get confirmations.  They happen so infrequently.

May 16, 2004

For a few years now, I’ve been working on meditations to be put on CD. 

May 15, 2004

Well this night turned out to be interesting.  I did a channeling session out of the blue.  I got a call tonight from a lady that had gotten a reading from Kaimora one time when she was in Maine.  Her husband had recently lost his job, and she wished Kay were around to give her some guidance, and surprisingly enough, she was.

May 14, 2004

I finally talked with Dante tonight, and (thankfully) things are ok.

May 11, 2004

Tonight, I had a client that has a lot of problems, and he's come to me for help.  Something has drawn him to me.  As I have said over the years, there are no accidents.  Now, I only hope to be able to give him the help he needs.

May 9, 2004

Someone I used to work with came in for bodywork today.  She was in great need.

May 8, 2004

I had a very interesting day today.  I did chair massage at a church as part of a fair they were doing.  And the beauty is that this was arranged two days ago.

May 4, 2004

It’s been a few nights since I last talked to Dante.  I saw him online tonight and asked how things have been.  The news was not good.

May 1, 2004

This started out to be a slow day, but the last hour of the night has turned out to be very interesting, interesting indeed.  That’s when I had to go to Virginia and move a dark entity from someone’s house. 

April 22, 2004

I worked on my neighbor last night, and there is a funny story that goes along with this.

April 21, 2004

Now that the studio is finally open full time, I have actually been doing some massages, and it’s great.

April 18, 2004

This past Friday and Saturday, I had Open House at my shop.  It wasn’t what I hoped for, but wasn’t a complete disappointment either.

April 15, 2004

With the studio fully open, I have been doing some massage sessions, and, you know, it feels real good. 

April 5, 2004

Something we have surely heard before is 'be careful what you wish for'.  This warning suggests that there is a possibility that you might actually get what you wish for and all the unexpected or unplanned consequences.  And there are reasons for the warning.  Recently, I ran into another take on the same thing which says 'Be careful what you wish for, as you're doomed to not want it once you have it'.

April 1, 2004

Light and dark.  Light and dark.  Day and night.  Ok, let’s talk about light and dark.  The series of questions and ensuing conversation at the workshop I did brought up some interesting thoughts.  (And I’ve decided to write them on April Fool’s Day.)

March 31, 2004

Tonight, I gave a class (workshop) on energy at a Unitarian church.  I called it ‘Working With Energies’, or ‘Using the Force 101’.  I had about 10 students, and the class went really well.

March 30, 2004

Someone sent me an e-mail the other day that had a profound statement in it… If you’re not failing, you’re not learning.

March 26, 2004

Well, it’s now official.  I have all the licensing I need to open my studio fully (Reiki and massage).

March 20, 2004

A friend came in today and helped me do the final cleaning of the shop (er... studio).  It was a good session, even before the smoke cleared.  J

March 14, 2004

I did my first Reiki session at the shop today.

March 13, 2004

I taught Reiki 1 today, which was the first class taught in my studio. 

March 12, 2004

Well the studio has been smudged, blasted with white light and shielded.  I guess it’s ready for visitors.

March 11, 2004

The state Board of Heath was just at my shop to inspect it.  I passed.

March 9, 2004

Over the last two days, I have been through the cleansing exercises given by a friend. 

March 5, 2004

I was talking with Dante online tonight.  He was telling me about something evil after him.

March 4, 2004

Ok, so let’s talk about dark entities.  In the three and a half years that I’ve been doing this journal, I’ve focused on the positive aspects of energy work and healing.  I’ve stayed away from the things that go bump in the night, and the ooga-booga things that could bite you in the ass if you aren’t very, very careful.  This was done mostly because I didn’t want to scare anyone to the point that they started putting garlic on all the doors into their homes. 

March 3, 2004

Recognizing patterns is something I do from time to time.  Sometimes I don’t recognize it until too late though.

March 2, 2004

I just lost, or should I say, walked away from a friend yesterday.  I would have preferred not to have preferred that this not have happened, especially since I don’t make friends real easily, but it had to.  Most that I do make friends with, stay friends for as long time.  The fact that I lost a very good friend this year (through death) makes this harder.

March 1, 2004

As of today, my shop is licensed for Reiki.

February 26, 2004

I have been learning a lot about having a shop.  It’s a lot of hard work.  There’s special laws that need to be followed.  And government moves in bizarre ways.

February 25, 2004

I have to apologize for the great amount of time that has passed since my last series of postings. 

February 14, 2004

I did my first pre-natal massage today.  I trained a whole night in massage school for that.  So, I was really ready.  Uhh, yeah.  Right.

February 2, 2004

A few weeks ago, I was down in south Florida doing healing work.  Some things went very, very well, but some things went very, very wrong.

December 9, 2003

I came to a decision the other day.  I decided that I would stop separating my two major pieces of business.

December 8, 2003

I have to apologize to those that look forward to the posting of these entries.

December 7, 2003

I did my eighth hot stone massage today.  I now need two more to get my certification. 

December 6, 2003

I have done so much traveling lately, I feel like I need to be surgically unattached from my car seat.  But while I was in it, I did some interesting energy work.

December 5, 2003

I have suspected for some time that there is something watching out for me.  Aside from the trip out of town, and as silly as the circumstance sounds, I know now for sure.

December 4, 2003

I have had a lot of moving experiences lately.  J

December 3, 2003

Well, it has definitely been an interesting couple of days.  I traveled out of town to visit a friend and do some bodywork.  Between yesterday and today, I have done three bodies, cleared away three evil entities, and did some massive energy work.  Just another normal weekend, NOT!

November 22, 2003

I’ve talked many times before about shielding against negative energies.  What about shielding against positive energies?

November 19, 2003

I was at a meeting tonight, and heard from several people about the person I worked on the other night.

November 12, 2003

A friend had gotten a request for help from someone she knows.  This person claimed to be blocked and was looking for someone who could help her.  She told my friend that she understood Reiki, and needed something more than a Reiki master.  I think she got what she was looking for. 

November 5, 2003

When my wife was in Boston, Massachusetts on business, she took a day trip to Salem.  She brought back two t-shirts for me.  I've found that one of them has been very appropriate.  It says 'Out of Body - Back in 5 Minutes'.  For two days now, I have felt like I am not all here, out of body.  I'm just starting to wonder when I'll be back. 

November 4, 2003

A couple days ago, I told about a dream that showed me being ill, and getting better.  It took the realizations that I was ill to make me realize I was getting better.  But how many others out there are ill?  How many are in situations that are making them ill without realizing it?

November 1, 2003

I believe that I have had my revelation.  It came in a dream, and took my wife to interpret it. 

October 25, 2003

I was given an interesting tidbit of information today.  I love the way the universe has its own way of validating things.

October 24, 2003

Now it is getting interesting.  On my way to my soon-to-be-over day job, I tried calling a friend on my cell phone.  There was a lot of static, and noise.  I tried a couple more times, and I actually made a connection, but couldn't hear past the noise.  I eventually gave up.  I just figured that my service was having a problem, and took a moment to curse my provider.  J

October 23, 2003

I was talking with Acaysha tonight, and mentioned my dream the other night.  She passed on information from her angels.

October 22, 2003

I got to talk about Reiki tonight to a group of Pagans (not related to the motorcycle gang).  Now, you may be wondering the same thing my coworker did when I told her.  She commented that it seemed that this was a contradiction in ideas.  Well, that is not true.

October 21, 2003

I had a very strange dream last night.  And no, this is not related to my last one about solar flares.  In fact if you are reading this at all, it is because it turned out good.  If not, it wouldn't be here at all, and I am typing for my own amusement.  J

October 20, 2003

I was talking with Acaysha, and mentioned to her about my dream the other night, the one about sunspots.

October 17, 2003

I woke up having a strange dream, but then again, yes all of my dreams are strange.  I was flying in a starship (no, not that starship), and I was watching unusual sun activity.  I was watching sunspots and solar flares emerge from the sun (or whatever star it was).  I also knew that they would cause problems for the planet, whatever planet it was, but believe it was earth. 

October 10, 2003

Well, we've talked about pulling in energy from various location to do various things.  Usually , this is for shielding or some other energy work.  But, why not just do it for strength, like to make yourself stronger for a moment?

October 8, 2003

A friend and I were talking about holes in our lives, what we do to create them, and how we refill them.  Hmm, anyone have a shovel?

October 7, 2003

In the words of Charlie Brown, "good grief."  (And no, I'm not starting a habit of quoting cartoon characters.  I like quoting live beings, especially if they're three feet tall and carry a lightsaber.)  But, I guess grief isn't good, nor bad, it just is.  

October 6, 2003

As I write this entry, it has only been a few hours.  It is hard to keep my eyes focused on what I type, but I need to do it now.  A little over 21 years ago, a small four legged soul came into our lives.  She brought with her joy, sorrow, lots of love, and a feistiness that stayed with her up until she moved on this morning.

September 29, 2003

I got an e-mail from a contact in New England today.  It had to do with her husband's broken leg, or rather healed leg.

September 28, 2003

Today was a very interesting day.  I did two healings in Lake City on my way back from Gainesville.  

September 27, 2003

We had (what I felt) was a very good workshop today, which marked a good start as it was my first time.  I was a little disappointed that there were only 10 people attending, including a couple that I was hoping to see again, but it was fun.  I titled the workshop 'Feeling and Using Energies' or 'Using the Force 101'.

September 19, 2003

One thing Kay taught us a long time ago was about protecting one's home, energetically.  I think its time to pass it on here.

September 18, 2003

Fate.  Predestination.  The universe.  Maybe even God.  Basically, things move in strange ways.  Sometimes we move ahead because we study, and learn, and climb, and claw our way ahead.  Other times, we need to be kicked in the ass (pardon my French) to take that step that gets us going in the right direction.

September 13, 2003

For a while now, I have been finding it hard to calm.  This has to do with the stress from my job as we enter the football season (I work for a football team).  But, I found it very strange that there is one place that I can feel very calm, and pull calming down through me.  This is when I exercise.

September 11, 2003

I had a call this morning from a friend who had gotten bad news about her grandfather.  

September 2, 2003

I had a reading tonight as I was starting to accumulate questions based on my last reading and some things that have been happening.  Readings are always interesting, and they come up with the most fun things.

September 1, 2003

One of my students asked a question that I have never been asked, yet, it made perfect sense to ask it.  I had to think about the answer, but I finally did come up with one, and according to James, the right one.  J

August 31, 2003

James told me a very neat story yesterday about an impromptu healing he did.  

August 27, 2003

We do shielding to protect ourselves, but from what?  Mostly, we shield from negative energies, but why not other things?

August 24, 2003

I'm ready now.  It's time, time to start moving forward, time to turn on that transmitter and broadcast this to the universe.

August 22, 2003

So, who believes in miracles?  Do miracles happen?  If they do, why don't they happen to us?  Is it because we don't notice, or because we don't let them happen?

August 21, 2003

With all the 'newer', more powerful diseases that have appeared in the past decade or two, you'd think that medical science would have found a cure to cancer by now.  I mean with Ebola and AIDS, cancer should be a nothing when compared to them.  Why isn't there a cure?  Maybe the people trying to come up with a cure don't have faith.

August 20, 2003

I was talking with one of my students tonight just to tell her about the e-mail I had sent off.  During the conversation, I mentioned that I would be having a Reiki 3 class before too, too long.  She told me that both her, and her sister have already been attuned by another teacher.

August 19, 2003

Well, the date has been set.  Finally.  I am holding my first out of town workshop at the end of next month, September 27th to be exact.  Thanks to the help and prodding of Dee Mitchell, I will be giving a workshop on energy in Gainesville, Florida.  

August 18, 2003

Ok, the panic is over, at least for the most part.  I should now be discovering time.  Time?  What is that?

August 6, 2003

Keeping up a journal and web site is harder than I thought, especially when dealing with outside links.

August 5, 2003

I had a nice surprise this evening.  I got a phone call from each of my students that I taught on Sunday.

August 4, 2003

Well, it finally happened.  I raised my prices… on some things.

August 3, 2003

Remember last week I talked about getting a call for someone to come meet me and see if my energies would work with theirs?  Well, that led to a Reiki 1 class today.  

July 29, 2003

There was a post on ReikiAloha not too long ago that talked about being humble.  The poster worked with someone that had said he was humble, and the poster didn't think it was a jest.  Ooook.  Isn't that a contradiction in terms?

July 28, 2003

I had an interesting call tonight.  The lady that called was looking to take classes if she felt my energies would mesh with hers. 

July 27, 2003

Today, I was supposed to be picking up my recordings from yesterday, and returning home from Port St. Lucie.  Since however John told me he had been asked to fill in for a performance yesterday evening, and wouldn't be able to finish the CDs, I came back last night so I could attend a funeral (well, ceremony actually).  

July 26, 2003

I had my first real recording session today, and then met someone from where I live that was taking a class from Acaysha.  It was very interesting.

July 25, 2003

I drove down to Port St. Lucie tonight (or as Acaysha calls it, Port St. Lousy) to spend some time in a recording studio.  This is to record my voice tracks for my meditation CDs.  As I got there tonight, I stopped at Acaysha's to visit for a bit, and while there had a reading from her friend Kathie Jo.  

July 22, 2003

For a while now, one of my friends has been suffering with cancer.  I got word this morning that he died.  

July 20, 2003

Today, I did my first 'psychic reading', or actually channeling session for someone else.  This was very, very, interesting as I've never done this before, at least not for anyone out of the blue.  

July 19, 2003

I taught a Reiki 2 class today to two students.  I was supposed to have five, but it got paired down again.  One concern was that one of the ones that didn't make it was someone who needed this and the next class for CEUs.  Since any attempt to contact her has not been successful, I will have to let it pass, and know that she is taking care of her own needs.  

July 1, 2003

I just completed two nights of Reiki 1.  I had one student who was doing a lot of natural healing beforehand.  

June 29, 2003

I did an outcall massage today up at Amelia Island.  For those not in this area, Amelia Island is a very nice vacation place for those that have money.  To say the least, my appointment was at the Ritz Carlton hotel.  

June 21, 2003

I gave my first Reiki 1 class today where CEUs were involved.  I had four students (there were supposed to be six).  Two are massage therapists, and (obviously) two were not.  Of the therapists, one is Melanie, the person I go to (and we are dealing with partial barter), and the other was from Orlando.  

June 4, 2003

I did a Reiki session last night, but in doing this, I found out more about myself than anything else.  

May 30, 2003

It was a very neat time at the Reiki conference this last weekend, but it was strange as well.  Well, it is always strange with me because I am strange, but this was a little different.  

May 29, 2003

As I mentioned in an earlier post, one of the things I leaned to help me with my massage boards was to draw the meridian clock.  Meridians are energy pathways that run through the body.  Each meridian has several points that have specific functions.  By releasing Chi from various points, the body can be ‘adjusted’ and brought back to full health.  The clock is a good way to relate the meridians with the times Chi passes through each one, as well as the elements, the seasons, and the Yin and Yang.  

May 28, 2003

A little while ago, I got off the phone with my friend, Jan, in Maryland that has cancer.  Three weeks ago, when I was there, I worked on him.  He really liked the session.  He said that had made him feel more relaxed than he had in a long time.  He was amazed at the heat coming from my hands. Two days after I saw him, he got suddenly worse.  

May 26, 2003

After having slept a good portion of the day, and then doing some chores, I decided to check my e-mail.  I got into an IM conversation with my friend, Amy, who was in an IM conversation with someone asking about blocked chakras.

May 25, 2003

Reiki Conference – Day 3, This day turned out to be almost more eventful than yesterday, although it was to be a short day.  I started out by talking with the person I had worked on last night.  She told me that she felt whole again, something she had not felt in years.  Cool.  I hope that continues to continue.

May 24, 2003

Reiki Conference – Day 2, The conference started today with an acupuncturist.  (One thing neat was that I done a short massage on her before she started talking.)  

May 23, 2003

Reiki Conference – Day 1, This was a fun day.  After dealing with what appeared to be bad computer karma yesterday, today started out a little smoother, although later than I had wanted.  I was running late, and then I started collating what I had copied off late last night.  When I got to the conference it was about two hours later than I had wanted to and after a two hour drive.  

May 22, 2003

After getting off work late, I am finally packed and ready to head to this year’s Reiki conference.  The conference is directed by Dee Mitchell and the Gainesville Reiki Assembly.  Between Dee, and Janet, and Becky, they manage to create a wonderful environment for healing, and meeting other healers.  

May 12, 2003

I just got my notification and provider number form the Board of Massage.

May 6, 2003

I am in Maryland tonight on vacation.  I just got to see a friend of mine from high school.  In fact he's the only friend that I still have from high school.  He has cancer, and has anywhere from six months to two years.

April 25, 2003

Last night, I got a call from my teacher who had been helping guide me through the application process for the Board meeting yesterday.  She was at the meeting and had some comments for me.

April 24, 2003

Today was a very interesting day.  I appeared before the Florida State Board of Massage over my application to teach Reiki and give CEUs (Continuing Education Units) to massage therapists.  There have been a lot of things going on that could have made this an interesting event. 

April 23, 2003

Well tomorrow should be interesting.  I will be appearing before the Board of Massage over my application to teach Reiki and give CEUs (Continuing Education Units) to massage therapists. 

April 20, 2003

I was online last night, when an AOL/IM window opened with someone looking for a Reiki master.  

April 13, 2003

A strange thing happened at the end of class yesterday.  I ended up answering some questions to demonstrate some different things.  In effect, I was doing a reading.  

April 12, 2003

I taught a Reiki 1 class today with two people.  

March 30, 2003

I did another massage tonight.  I am enjoying this when I do it as it is such a positive experience. 

March 29, 2003

After planning, and plotting, and hoping, I finally managed to have a third Reiki share.  The real neat thing is that there were seven people that showed up. 

March 25, 2003

I got a call the other day and scheduled a Reiki healing for tonight.  My client had received Reiki some time ago in another area of the state.  He told me that it left him with a very euphoric feeling.  He said that he was floating so much that the people there would not let him drive home until he came down a bit.  

March 22, 2003

I taught Reiki 2 today to one person with the aid of another.  Even though the class was small, it was good, and it was fun.  

March 17, 2003

About a week ago, I got the dates for the Reiki conference this year.

March 16, 2003

I really need to get this down before I forget it. Or maybe I should say before I forget more of it.

March 11, 2003

I’ve had to move my hot stone class.  My boss told me that they scheduled something at work for the same weekend.  Great.

March 10, 2003

Well, surprise, surprise.  I just had my first repeat customer.  

March 9, 2003

Today was the day of the memorial service for Kay at her church.  It was also the day for the 'last class'.  Helen was kind enough to offer driving through the nasty weather.  This same weather kept a lot of people away.

March 8, 2003

Tonight was fun.  I had my first Massage Party tonight.  

March 4, 2003

Back on January 28th, I had mentioned having a dream.  After reading the journal posting, Helen sent me this…  

March 3, 2003

I was sitting at my desk today when I had a surprise.  I got a call out of the blue to come do a massage… tonight.  And strangely enough, it was not from anyone I know. 

February 27, 2003

In calling people and telling them the news about Kay, I was surprised with what one of her students told me.  She had gone to my site after not being there for a long time.  She had read my entire journal from beginning to end. 

February 26, 2003

I have been having a strange time with students lately.  For the last class, I had the one student that I scheduled a strange time for and then cancelled.  

February 25, 2003

I had my real first outcall massage Saturday night (February 22nd), at least one that called for massage instead of Reiki.  

February 24, 2003

Something strange happened tonight.  (Ok, I can everyone’s grimace from here as you say that everything that happens to me is strange.)  I got a phone call in the middle of the day and scheduled a massage… for tonight.

February 23, 2003

It has been hard in the last couple of days.  I have been a contact point for some people for information.  Its been hard enough for me to deal with it, but know I am having to be the strong one as I listen to others cry as I talk with them on then phone. 

February 22, 2003

A few weeks ago, I wrote everyone I could to let them know that my teacher and Reiki master, Kay Mora had been taken to the hospital and to ask them to send energy and pray.  Through those weeks there has been good news and there has been bad news.  

February 21, 2003

The information that I was last updated with told me that the doctors were going to do some tests yesterday, and make a decision today.  I was not aware what decision they were looking at making.  

February 18, 2003

They moved Kay to Shands Hospital in Gainesville yesterday because they think their facilities are better for helping her.  They feel this might be a long process. 

February 15, 2003

I taught an interesting Reiki 1 class today.  This is not to say that all my classes aren't interesting, but this one had some challenges. 

February 10, 2003

I heard from Annie today telling me Kay is not doing well.  Apparently, her kidneys have stopped functioning.

February 5, 2003

I was just told that my teacher, Kay, went into the hospital the other day.  Apparently, she was bleeding , so they rushed her to Flaggler Hospital in St. Augustine where she had emergency surgery. 

February 2, 2003

Well, I have made my class reservations, now I need to worry about a motel. 

February 1, 2003

This is not the way I had wanted to start a new month.  As I sit here watching the images coming across the television screen, and this feeling of déjà vu comes over me, I can’t help but cry.  

January 31, 2003

Physical Problem or Fashion Sense?  Now that I think I've caught everyone's eye with a 'what the frell is he talking about', I will elaborate. 

January 30, 2003

I talked with Carolyn the other night about things that were going on.  For whatever reason, she started talking about how she liked my journal.  Some her comments I thought were just nice, but there was one that surprised me.

January 29, 2003

I did an exchange of massage last night with a licensed therapist.  It was fun, and surprising.

January 28, 2003

I had a strange dream the other night.  Let's rephrase that as most of my dreams are strange… I had a very unusual dream the other night that bordered on possible reality. 

January 27, 2003

Yesterday, I got a call from my friend Lisa, in New York.  She is trying to set up a healing center in the Albany area, and was looking for land.  She has some property picked out, and came to me for a little divining.  

January 26, 2003

We attract what we project.  Think about it.

January 25, 2003

Today I took another step in trying to promote my business.  I finished filling out forms and sent them to the Board of Massage along with a check for $250.  If these are approved, I'll be able to offer continuing education units to massage therapists who take Reiki from me.

January 24, 2003

I got an e-mail from Kellye today telling me how they felt after the Reiki massage the other day.  She said that they slept like babies because they were so fully relaxed.  It was an enlightening experience.

January 23, 2003

 I was reading on ReikiAloha.com today, and came across an entry that was relating an epiphany that actually shocked the writer. 

January 18, 2003

Today marks an historic occasion.  I did my first one-hour out call massage. 

January 17, 2003

I have been talking with Kathleen about her son's health.  A month or so ago she described a situation where he was creating energy, but not allowing it to go to his whole body.  I had looked and found several blocks, but since he knew her touch, she didn't want to anyone else going in and doing healing work.  She felt that it would make him nervous.  I had respected this wish, until today.

January 11, 2003

Today was the second slow fair in a row.  When Kay is trying to make a living, and I’m starting a business, the slow fairs absolutely do not help.  I pretty much expected the slow fair last month as it was only ten days before Christmas.  This month, I had however expected things to pick up.

January 6, 2003

I got e-mail from Acaysha.  She wanted to let me know that the three people I sent healing to are doing much better.  

January 3, 2003

As a Reiki master, I get requests for distant healing all the time.  Many come from friends.  Many more come from friends that are in groups.  For instance, people requesting healing will send to the Gainesville Reiki group.  Dee will compile these, and send them out to her the practitioners that are on her mailing list.  

January 2, 2003

As I probably said many times through these journal entries, I learned my first massage moves from my friend Carolyn when we were both living in Maryland.  She taught me the basics of massage while I taught her the basics of energy work.  

January 1, 2003

It is the beginning of a new year.  Ring out with the old, ring in with the new?  Yes and no.

December 28, 2002

Let's talk about intent.  What do you intend to do today?  How do you set intent when you heal or do energy work, or be with other people?

December 22, 2002

Well, I’ve passed on the moose story.  Now, this is the deer story.

December 19, 2002

Have you ever done something where you had to cover your tracks?  I remember the movie starring Jack Nichcolson which was based on Stephen King’s ‘The Shining’.  Jack was chasing the boy through the snow when the boy got smart.  He made tracks in the snow, and then stepped back into each footstep to lead Jack down the wrong path.  Well, energy is the same way.  Honey, I’m ho-ome.

December 14, 2002

We had a very slow psychic fair today.  Kay had about seven customers.  I had none.  Other than talking with the people that came in, I only did one interesting thing, I helped in a healing.

December 13, 2002

I checked my neighbor's house again last night, and it was back.  

December 12, 2002

Well, the girl slept in her bed all night last night.  That is a change.

December 11, 2002

I had been wondering when I would end up having to do ghostbusting again.  Well, surprise, they're ba-ack.

December 1, 2002

I was at my regular job today.  

November 30, 2002

Today was the first day I managed to get to the malls and enjoy in the holiday spirit.  Yeah, right.  It was more like 'Red alert, full shields activated'. 

November 29, 2002

I did a healing tonight on a friend that has been going through some rough times. 

November 23, 2002

We had a very interesting psychic fair today.  I was there to do massage, but all I seemed to do was Reiki.

November 20, 2002

A dear friend and student who is going through some very hard times was at the grocery store last night when someone got hurt. 

November 18, 2002

There was a post on ReikiAloha that asked questions about attunements.  

November 9, 2002

I did a Reiki healing this evening, but that was where normal ended.

November 8, 2002

I taught a class in Astral Projection (AP) tonight to John, one of my recent Reiki 1 students.  It was fun.

November 7, 2002

Things have been interesting lately.  I am ready to do massage, but I keep getting calls for Reiki.  

November 2, 2002

I taught a Reiki 1 class today that came about in an unusual manner.  About two weeks ago, I had received a call from John about talking a Reiki class.  I had things to do in the coming weekends, so I set him up for a class today.  In the meantime, I knew I needed another student, or someone to help out as a body.

October 30, 2002

It was an interesting evening last night.  I did some very powerful healing work.  Or maybe better put would be to say that I was there while some powerful healing happened.

October 29, 2002

Ego.  It's our dreaded enemy.  But, is it really?

October 28, 2002

I keep finding it interesting how the universe moves.

October 26, 2002

I wonder, what would happen if I held a Reiki share, and nobody came?  Well, that pretty much happened today.  And guess what?  Magic still happened.

October 23, 2002

I had a call tonight from someone that was interested in Reiki.  She had been to a psychic a number of years ago who told her that she would be working with Reiki.  Until recently, she had not thought of that again.

October 17, 2002

My friend, Sherry has been working with someone distantly that has been suffering from the flesh-eating virus.  She had been sending healing (along with several friends) to him for some time now.  The other day, he died.

October 16, 2002

Let's talk confidence.  Why is it everyone seems to have more faith in me than I do? 

October 15, 2002

One of the folks on ReikiAloha Posted this quote. 

October 14, 2002

A friend wrote me several days ago, and told me that Aloha was back up.

October 13, 2002

It's up!  It's up!  What's up?  Oh, not much.  What’s up with you?  Just kidding.  What is up?  My Massage site is up.  Hooray!

October 12, 2002

As of yesterday, I am legal.  No, I didn't just reach my 21st birthday.  Do I ever wish that was it. J  I got my actual massage license in the mail.

October 11, 2002 (Part 2)

Something magical has happened.  I got to do some healing today. 

October 11, 2002 (Part 1)

What is this brightness I see?  Wow, it’s a spark of light.  Where did that come from?  Well, first it came from a friend that I have never met.  Then it came from other friends that care about me (though I still haven’t figured out why).  Next it came from family.  Now, it’s coming… uh, it’s coming from inside of me.

October 10, 2002

I’m a caring person, a gifted healer, a source of positive energy.  Why is it that sometimes I can’t find my way out of the dark? 

October 8, 2002

I have threatened to do this, and I am going to.  I am going to talk about energy.  Is Reiki energy?  Yes.  Are there other energies that can be used to heal other than Reiki?  Yes.  

October 6, 2002

In this journal, we’re all about experiences, and learning experiences.  This is true whether I’m talking about Reiki, or ghostbusing, or meditation.  It is also true if I am talking about other, more mundane things like… starting a business.

October 4, 2002

Ever notice that once you reach your goals, there are more goals?  

September 28, 2002

Did my first massage in a few weeks today.  It felt good to be back in the groove.

September 26, 2002

My father in law is doing better though he has a long way to go. 

September 25, 2002

I was getting to the point that I was ready to send energy to my father in law when a unique thought crossed my mind.  Instead of just sending energy, I put a tap into him. 

September 24, 2002 (Part 2)

When I got home form the test, I learned the news that had been kept from me so I wouldn’t be distracted from my test.  My father in law went into the hospital this morning with a heart problem.  The way the doctors were talking, it wasn’t going to be good. 

September 24, 2002 (Part 1)

Well, it was a very interesting test, a very hard test.  And the bottom line is…   I passed!!!

September 23, 2002

Well, I did my studying for the day, and I am as ready as I can be to take the test tomorrow. 

September 22, 2002

I just had a class yesterday that helps prepare for taking the national boards.  In it, I found out that the sets of test questions I have been using to help study have wrong answers.  Now I am trying to cram as much in as I can.

September 11, 2002

Today is a day of remembrance, remembrance and prayer to whatever deities you believe in.  It is also a day for thankfulness and forgiveness. 

September 3, 2002

The date is definitely set.  I will be taking the test on the 24th at high noon, and hopefully that won't turn into low noon.  J

September 2, 2002

OK, the schedule is set, at least until something screws it up.

August 28, 2002

Last year, I talked about vortexes, whirling tornados of energy.  Why am I creating vortexes when I pull energy out?

August 21, 2002

My neighbor, Candace, called this evening and asked me to come over and meet a friend of hers.  She introduced me to Chris who is a Reiki 2 practitioner.  As it turns out, he lives over on the road, a couple of miles from here.  Chris studied wit a Reiki master in Massachusetts.  

August 18, 2002

I went to my first outside Reiki share today at Helen's house.  There were seven people there, the same number that were at the one I had last month.  I wonder if there is something magical about the number seven.  

July 29, 2002

Well, the time has come to get my backside in high gear.  I have until October 11 to take the national boards to get my massage license, or pay another $250 fee.  Hmmm, I think it is study time.

July 28, 2002

It has been almost two months since my healing.  And until now, I have only had minor problems with my knees.  I even went on a trip which involved a 13 hour drive, and only had leg problems once.  Usually, it is all I can do to get to work without a problem.  

July 27, 2002

Today, I held my first ever Reiki Share.  For those that don't know, a Reiki Share is where a group of practitioners get together and do healings amongst themselves, share ideas, and just plain old have a good time.  Today was very special.

July 7, 2002

It has been over five weeks since my healing.  I have had ups and downs, easy times, and rough times.  All in all, though, I’m winning.  My outlook has been good, and my legs have only bothered me seven times (and one of those was because I had forgotten to take my medicines).  

June 27, 2002

Tonight was my last in a series of healing sessions with Sherry as part of my healing routine.  I have been getting better at being able to lay still long enough to complete the session.  

June 20, 2002

I talked with Terri tonight.  She is back in Dublin now.  She sounded well, if not overly tired. 

June 17, 2002

Ok, ok.  Everybody must be asking me what my fear is that is causing me the blocks that I have.  Well, to tell you about that, I have to tell you about my first teacher of the ethereal. 

June 15, 2002

We had an interesting fair today.  It was a semi-slow day, though Kay seemed to have a fair (get it) bit of business.  

June 14, 2002

For a while now, I have been talking about problems I have, physical problems.  And for the longest time, I have been ignoring my need to heal.  Most healers tend to do anything they can to help heal someone else, but not take the time to help themselves.  Well, I finally reached the point where I had to follow that adage that  I had been ignoring for so long, 'healer, heal thyself'.  

June 6, 2002

I find it amazing that when someone in the spirit world wants something done, they usually find a way to make it happen.  Sometimes even forcefully. 

June 5, 2002

This is the last time I will question the recent happenings here.  I guess when things don't go the way I want them to, or differently then I would have hoped, I start questioning.  Now, sometimes when I question things, I am just wasting my time, as I keep getting hit with this word "acceptance".  In all too many cases, I want to back away from doing what I have been either because I really wanted something to happen that didn't, or because I start doubting my abilities.  

June 4, 2002

I e-mailed a dear friend about what I was feeling as I try to be what I need to for my friend.  Her reply was (as always) straight to the point, and much more eloquent than I could have ever said it. 

June 3, 2002

What are we, healers or humans?  Is there a distinction?  Can we ignore the pain around us, accept that things happen for a reason?  I don't know about you, but its very hard.  

June 2, 2002

We're healers.  Are we feelers?  To accept all aspects of healing, do we need to stop feeling?  I guess this is an account of a healer's reaction to a friend's tragedy, and the feeling of hopelessness that it can bring.

May 29, 2002

Corrections, Corrections.  I have been shown a couple of errors in my post of May 26th.  Rather than correct that posting after people have read it, I felt it best to make the corrections here...

May 28, 2002

One final comment.  While at the conference, My friend Lyn reminded me of something our teacher, Kay, had told us about coming back from experiences like this.

May 27, 2002

There was one thing that someone said during the angel walk that was spectacular. 

May 26, 2002

So much has happened within the last 56 hours that it is hard to comprehend.  A little earlier today, I got home from my first ever Reiki conference.  Needless to say, I don’t think I’ll be coming down off this high any time soon.  But while so much of it is still with me, I have to get it down, so here it is…

May 17, 2002

I managed to get to Psychic Development class tonight.  The meditation was very interesting.

May 15, 2002

I just had a surprise.  I just graduated school.  Wow.

May 10, 2002

I had another interesting healing session tonight.  We went through a lot of things that worked me around, and finally cleared some more stuff.  Then Darrell asked if I wanted to do any channeling.  (He has asked this the last couple of times since that entity wanted to come in.)  I said 'sure', and then went about the normal preparations.

May 6, 2002

Here's a thought.  Am I being guided, or am I seeing the future?  Hmm, does that mean that I am guiding myself?

May 5, 2002

I taught Reiki 1 today.  The class was a very interesting mix.  One person was a working physicist, and the other was my massage teacher.

May 4, 2002

Yippee! Hooray!!  Pardon me while I dance around the floor.  I just finished my clinicals.

April 30, 2002

Well, I started out last Saturday signed up for six slots at the school. I needed Five bodies to complete my clinical requirements.  I got three.  The interesting thing was that the last one was my massage teacher.   

April 29, 2002

I recounted the other day’s story to a friend online.  Her response was…

April 27, 2002

A friend, and student of Kay’s told me a good story.  James had helped with some of my classes not too long ago.  He sat through, and helped with Reiki 1, 2, and 3.  He told me that he had enjoyed seeing someone else teach them ,and appreciated the other things I add to the classes.  He was telling me how he met a physical therapist who is also a Reiki master.  

April 26, 2002

Well, I finally managed to get to Kay's Psychic Development class tonight.  It has been a while as I have been seeing Darrell on Fridays.  I'm hoping that all my scheduling problems end in four weeks.  That's when I graduate from massage school.  At least tonight was something special.

April 25, 2002

What has started out as a bad day, which has followed from a bad night, has actually turned into a good evening.  Let's see, it started last night with a problem in class, and ended with a session with Darrell and more bizarre stuff.

April 15, 2002

I happened to be talking to Andrea on the phone again.  She told me that she had lost her glasses.  So, I guess now it is my job to find whatever she loses.  Hmmm. 

April 14, 2002

It was an interesting fair yesterday.  This was mostly due to the fact that I was out of control energy-wise. 

April 13, 2002

As I sit here at the psychic fair, waiting for my first customer, I think back to some of the discoveries I have made in the last three weeks.  I have long considered myself a lightworker (and I don't mean that I don't lift heavy objects), but now I found out that my purpose here is truly one of light on a much greater level.  

April 11, 2002

A friend sent me an article that talked about the five reasons God (or deity of your choice) gives you problems.  Although the article itself was good, I found that the most powerful words in it were at the end.  

April 10, 2002

It has been a fairly interesting couple of weeks.  There is not a lot of one thing to report on, but lots of little things.  Let's see, where to start…

March 18, 2002

I have, had, have a very dear friend.  Now, the phrasing in that sentence tells a story.  Here it is…

March 17, 2002

Well, I had chased the ghost away, but he had not gone to the light.  Sherry got him to go when he came back.

March 16, 2002

Well, if you’ve chosen this entry for a short relaxing read, you’ve picked the wrong one.  When I started the day, I knew I was going to school to work clinicals, and then come home to do a healing.  Little did I know I would be faced with some very interesting massage problems, doing a massive healing, and then some ghost hunting.  I guess the best place to start is at the beginning…

March 9, 2002

It was a very slow fair today.  At first, it looked like Kay’s only customers were going to come from the people that were there, working the fair.  Finally, customers started coming in, but they only wanted to see Kay.  I ended up having three bodies.  Unfortunately, I kept thinking that I could have been in school getting credit for the bodies.  (Of course, it could have been a slow day there too.)

February 27, 2002

Past lives.  You know the old saying… Life’s a bitch, and then you die… and then your next life’s a bitch, and then you die… and then…

February 26, 2002

Yesterdays posting made me remember something about a doctor that I used to go to.  This doctor learned Reiki, and then used it to save someone’s life. 

February 25, 2002

It was a very interesting start to our Pathology class last night.  The teacher needed help, and I opened my mouth and offered.  

February 10, 2002

I had two events in the last couple of days.  Yesterday I worked at a psychic fair, and today, I taught Reiki 2 and Reiki 3.  I guess that the best place to start again would be at the beginning (fancy that). 

February 7, 2002

The last couple of nights, we learned about craniosacral massage.  Now, even though this is called massage, it is really all energy work.

February 5, 2002

Tonight was even more interesting.  Believe it or not, I started taking notes.  Darrell talked a lot more about energy tonight, then let us do a basic polarity healing. 

February 4, 2002

Today started a very interesting week in class, at least interesting to me. Our teacher, Darrell Bran, started teaching us Polarity Therapy and Craniosacral massage.  And, although the one is called massage, it is strictly energy work. 

January 22, 2002

Well, it’s been over a year now.  What is it that is said… the proof of a good story is in the telling?  Well, I have been telling one for some time now, but it is not done yet.

January 21, 2002

This is not the way I had expected to spend the holiday.  I had signed up for 10 slots at the school, and had been concerned with how many I could physically do.  As it turns out, there are no customers.  I am sitting here, on call.  But it has allowed me to type in some journal entries. 

January 18, 2002

I have a friend that sent me an article on stress.  It pointed out that stressed spelled backwards was desserts.  Now if I had just known that the way to beat stress was to eat dessert, then I wouldn’t have almost jumped off the abyss last week.  That’s right, I said abyss.  

January 12, 2002

We had our first psychic fair of the year today.  It was a very interesting time.  I managed to do two massages, and two complete Reiki sessions, and one that was a little of each.  And that last one was spectacular.

January 5, 2002 (Part 2)

Okay, let’s get cocky for a moment.  I can take on you and your entire army of psychics.  Uh huh.  Sure.

January 5, 2002 (Part 1)

I think I need to figure some way to make a message board out here.  I need somewhere to put feedback that I get from these postings.  I guess today’s message is “Dealing with Self Doubt”, and I am not teaching it.

January 4, 2002

After some interesting feedback, I think its time to delve further into energy and airplanes.  Am I crazy?  No more than usual.  Am I strange?  Normal?  What’s normal? 

December 30, 2001

Well, the results are in about my friend and her relatives.

December 29, 2001

Not too long ago, I talked about energies and shielding and such.  I also talked about passive defenses.  Now, what about actives defenses? 

December 28, 2001

A dear friend of mine recently made a profound statement...  You can never truly hate someone that you have seen naked, or sleeping.

December 27, 2001

It's not Halloween, so why are you wearing a mask?

December 26, 2001

A friend of mine has had the realization that she can't go home again (at least in a manner of speaking).

December 22, 2001

I did something very strange yesterday, and the results were what I wanted, even though I doubt I had anything to do with it.

December 21, 2001

I promised Bev that I would explain about psychic muscles.  This seems to be as good a place as any.  Ok everyone, on the count of three... one, two, three, extend your mind and move that lamp.  J

December 19, 2001

We’ve talked about shields, about protecting oneself, about keeping out harmful energies.  What about creating energies?  What about creating energies that make people feel different things?  What about energies that make people want to come near you, or want to stay away from you?

December 13, 2001

Had a strange massage class tonight.  My subject was… the teacher.  

December 8, 2001

This was the first psychic fair that I have worked this year.  What pushed me to it were several reasons.  The first was that I was missed.  The second was that I checked out to make sure there was a legal way I could do it.  The third was that my teacher was behind it 100%.  

November 20, 2001

So, now that I have decided to not to make comments on how much time lapses between posts, they seem to be coming fast and furious.  I know, feast or famine.  I did massage on a friend’s back today, remotely.

November 17, 2001

I taught Reiki 1 today.  My student came from Daytona, about 90 miles away.  

November 16, 2001

Today was the first of two magical days.  Today's story started with an e-mail to a radio station last Friday.  

November 10, 2001

I had a friend in need tonight, a friend that was too far away to touch, at least physically.  

November 9, 2001

Had a couple of interesting things happen in class the tonight.  The first dealt with how I did some bodywork.  The other had to do with the visitor that popped in (and I mean popped in). 

November 7, 2001

I did an awesome massage tonight.  I don’t know what happened, but everything finally came back together.  

November 2, 2001

I will stop opening my postings with 'it's been a long time since I last wrote here'.  The simple fact is that it has been, and this will unfortunately continue until the end of May, when I finish school.  But this sacrifice (as well as a few others) will be worth it when I can legally do massage.  Also, it is worthwhile considering that I am expanding my knowledge and healing abilities.

October 25, 2001

One of my students related something to me that had happened to him.  He had been at work when he was talking to someone that had been having trouble with a headache for quite a while.  

October 13, 2001

I taught Reiki 3 today.  This makes the second time in two months I have pronounced someone Reiki Master.  Usually, I teach Reiki 1 a lot, and many of them go on to Reiki 2.  It is not that often that someone has the time or desire to go onto Reiki 3.  

September 30, 2001

I had a very interesting week in class last week, massage class that is.  Well, it started in massage class Tuesday, but continued into anatomy class on Wednesday, and massage again on Thursday.  So far, all my classes have been nothing but bookwork, but next Tuesday, we will take a test, then learn draping, and then begin working on each other.  But, that is neither here nor there.

September 13, 2001

I really hate to bring up these points, but I must.  There have been forces at work here that we can not comprehend.  The tragedy that happened only served to solidify a couple of things that I was having doubts about…

September 12, 2001

It is hard to comprehend what has happened in the last 24 hours.  It is harder yet as a healer to sit by and know that there is nothing you can immediately do to help the people involved in the tragedy that occurred.  It is harder still as an empath to deal with the flood of emotions happening around you, the pain, the sadness, the fear.  Even the best shields can’t lock out enough. 

September 8, 2001

I had said in the last entry that I hadn't posted for a while.  Well, it will probably be longer before I make more entries.  In two days, I start massage school.  I will be working full time in the days and going to school four nights a week for five hours a night.  If I thought I was stressed before, well…  slowly, take a deep breath…  let it out. 

September 7, 2001

A few things have been going on that I should let everyone know.  About a year ago, I met someone online through the ReikiLinks.com (now ReikiAloha.com) website.  She was having a problem with bad memories ever since having a Reiki session.  As it turned out, she had gone through some really horrible times growing up.  To deal with her past, she suppressed all the memories, walled them off.  Three things we know… 1) After a period of time, walls begin to crumble and eventually collapse,  2) Reiki works on the physical, emotional, and spiritual levels,  3) Reiki goes where it needs to.  In the healing session she had received, the Reiki energy saw emotional problems, and went to work on them.  This is when the walls started coming down.

September 6, 2001

It has been a while since I posted out here.  That’s quite a change from the time I was posting almost every day.  Well, several things have caused that including working way too much as well as having several things going on (none of them in the least bit ethereal).  One thing I have been doing that is ethereal  is teaching.  Since the last entry, I have taught Reiki 1 twice, and Reiki 2.  And I am scheduled to teach Reiki 3 in a few weeks. 

July 21, 2001

It is about a month since my last posting (which seems to be a long time for me), and there are a few things worth mentioning.  Not an awful lot has been going on, but I thought I should share a couple of things.

June 26, 2001

I had an interesting moment today when I needed calming.  Normally, I have many ways to calm (and if I really want to, some of them work J).  

June 23, 2001

Vortexes.  Got in to Sedona last night, and realized that we had one day here before we had to head back.  I realized that I wouldn’t be able to navigate my way to any of the places, so I started calling guides.  

June 19, 2001

Hmm, let’s go back to slot machines.  

June 17, 2001

Slot machines huh?  

June 16, 2001

I meant to post this before I left, but too many things got hold of my time, and wouldn't give it back.  I am sitting on a plane headed toward Las Vegas, where we are spending part of our vacation.  The other part will be spent in Sedona, Arizona, a place where all types of alternative healing thrives due to the special energies around the place.

June 11, 2001

We had what was supposed to be the last fair the other day.  It was not a terribly busy day.  Kay had customers through the morning, and I did also, but once the afternoon had rolled around, it got real quiet. 

June 4, 2001

Here we go again.  I certainly was not expecting anything like this, at least not anytime soon, but it happened again, only this time it was long distance.

June 3, 2001

Some last thoughts on spirits...  Some people think that it is neat to have a ghost in their house, as long as it is benevolent.  A friend has a ghost living in her house.  This ghost, Mrs. Washburn, is the wife of the previous owner.  

May 31, 2001

I had e-mailed Deb to see how the place was after we had done our cleaning.  What I got was good, but much of it was a surprise…

May 30, 2001

Ghostbusting, round 2:  Brian and Deb 1, spirit 0. 

May 29, 2001

Tonight started out to be a nice calm exercise in balancing energies.  Now it seems I am in need of a ghostbuster.  

May 28, 2001

What is it about Reiki and mysticism?  I guess it is time to sound off again (and I say that like it usually isn't), but I just get tired of some of the things I hear people telling others about Reiki.  I guess it comes down to there being no consistency in what is taught from one instructor to another. 

May 20, 2001

I taught Reiki 1 the other night.  My student came from Tucson, Arizona.  Keenya was in town to see her parents, and take more classes on her nursing certification.  As it turned out, she is a very strong empath.

May 13, 2001

I will be teaching Reiki 1 and Reiki 2 next week to someone arriving from Tucson.   This is starting (starting?) to get interesting. 

May 12, 2001

Had our next to last psychic fair today.  It was a medium busy day, with plenty of customers, but not enough workers.  The first customer arrived 20 minutes before we were scheduled to open, and it was just Kay and myself at that time.  

May 10, 2001

Last week, I taught Reiki 1 and 2.  My Reiki 1 student came from Pennsylvania by way of the Bahamas.  And yes, this is pretty out of the way.  Josef is a very pleasant elderly gentleman who has been doing healing for a long time, although he has had no real training in it.

April 30, 2001

In the April 25th posting, I talked about how as healers, we tend to do whatever we can to heal others, but forget about the most basic things of energy healing when it comes to taking care of ourselves.  I know that if I say, bash my knee into something, the first thing I usually think of is not Reiki.  It is more usually OUCH, along with a few choice expletives.  

April 25, 2001

One of the first things we learn in Reiki training is to give ourselves a healing.  I know, healer, heal thyself.  How many of us really do it?  I don’t mean to ask how many of us benefit from channeling Reiki, but how many of us really take the time to do healings on ourselves?  I don’t see too many hands out there.

April 24, 2001

In recent months, I have developed something I call 'reaching'.  Now, I don't profess to be the inventor as I am sure lots of people do it, but it is new to me, and (short of science fiction and fantasy), I have not seen anything like it mentioned before.  

April 23, 2001

I said in one of the last posts that I should talk a little on astral projection, or AP as I like to call it (mostly because I am too lazy to keep typing the whole thing).  I guess that this is as good a time as any.

April 8, 2001

As I mentioned in yesterday’s journal, I would talk about visions of God.  And yes, I do realize that I am baring my soul to everyone on the internet.  And yes, it is scary.

April 7, 2001

We had a pretty good fair today although it started slow.  Last month , we had very few workers (one healer, who also doubled as the check-in person, Kay, and me) and tons of customers.  This month, we had lots of help, but no customers.  A few came in throughout the morning, but when the afternoon came, so did the people.

April 4, 2001 (part 2)

Last night, I taught meditation to a friend.  This was her first time.  She was concerned that she wouldn't really do anything.  I of course told her that she would.  She got comfortable, and I started.  

April 4, 2001

I was talking to a friend on Instant Messenger today.  When I met her (online meeting that is) I told her about Reiki and all.  Today she relayed this story...

April 1, 2001

Some thoughts on attunements.  (And no, this is not an April Fools joke.)  I had seen a posting on the web about giving a student their attunement at the beginning of class, before they are taught anything.  I think the thought line is that they are giving the student the ability to do Reiki by giving the attunement.  

March 31, 2001

Taught Reiki 1 today.  I had received an e-mail inquiring about classes last weekend, that had been sent about 30 minutes before I had turned on my computer.  Since there was a phone number, I called the person that sent it.  I really surprised the send as he thought a half hour was great response time on an e-mail.

March 30, 2001

Each week I take a psychic development class from my Reiki teacher, Kaimora, who is a local Psychic in St. Augustine.  Along with what she taught this week, she told us the story of the moose.

March 10, 2001

Worked at a psychic fair today.  The place was hopping.  Everyone was doing something.  My teacher was doing psychic readings, and was constantly busy from 10:30 right up until 5:00.  Everyone I talked to was saying how "right on" she was.  

February 17, 2001

We had the psychic fair in St. Augustine today.  It is not really a fair where you have many psychics (as the county has a law stating that psychics can not work within a mile of each other), but one where additional services are offered. 

February 11, 2001

There’s an old joke that ponders what type of question different types of college graduates will ask. 

February 9, 2001

Some thoughts on energy. 

February 4, 2001

I was talking with a dear friend a long way away.  She was reading these posts and started crying.  She asked me to hold her...

February 3, 2001

Taught Reiki 1 today. 

December 14, 2000

I gave a friend a hug today... in Ireland... and she noticed...

November 25, 2000

It was the day after Thanksgiving when I got a call from Sherry, my friend and student.  She was having a problem with a dead woman, and needed some help. 

 

 

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