May 17, 2002

I managed to get to Psychic Development class tonight. The meditation was very interesting.

We are passing through a period of Mercury Retrograde (and one of these days, I may actually figure out what that means). I know it’s a period when the energies are in flux, and things tend to go wrong.

Kay took us into a meditation, and took us out to the planet Mercury. Prior to going into this meditation, I had set up a keyword based on my last session with Darrell. The keyword allowed me to ground the inter-dimensional energies. It worked, for a while, but then I started having problems again.

I gave up with trying to get the grounding working, and I stood up, and reached ‘lightbody’ (and I’m still not sure if I’m using this term right). I went flying up and out to Mercury. While the rest of the class landed on the planet, I looked at it from a very high orbit. The rest visited the surface, and saw whatever life forms they could. The overwhelming impression to all of us was the color red.

I looked at the planet from where I was, and saw the energies around and in it. I saw the planet vibrating as its energies were not blending with that of the sun’s. I figured that this was causing ‘Mercury Retrograde’.

I reached out and started changing the energies of the planet. It’s like I had no trouble from where I was to do this, and I sensed that this was what needed to happen. As I sit here, I’m thinking ‘oh God, I’m changing energies on a planetary level now.’ At the same time, that’s what the inter-dimensional energies are supposed to do. Well, ok I guess. And I’m going to say it… Yes, it’s still scary.

When I finished working with the planet I looked at the sun, and I saw this gash in its energies. I then healed the gash. I know that it will only last for this retrograde period, but at least the rest of this one should be easier. Wow.

Ok, growing, learning. That is what I’m doing, and that is what I need to continue to do. I hope I can. I hope we all can.

Take care please.