May 10, 2002

I had another interesting healing session tonight. We went through a lot of things that worked me around, and finally cleared some more stuff. Then Darrell asked if I wanted to do any channeling. (He has asked this the last couple of times since that entity wanted to come in.) I said 'sure', and then went about the normal preparations.

I brought in the gold, silver, and blue rays so I could channel one of my guides. (As last week, I was doing this from standing so I wouldn't be bothered by my legs.) The guide I got was the one that is (as best I can term it) a smartass. He rarely answers questions directly. Usually, he smiles, or gives me riddles.

Darrell asked if there was someone he would meet while in Albuquerque, and immediately, there was a name in my mind. He asked what he would see this person for (and it took a while to pull it out) but I came up with aromatherapy.

He didn't ask to many questions, so I just kept telling him what pictures I was being shown. I saw an Indian woman, and some teepees. Darrell told me he was looking at doing some sweat lodges while there. I thought that this might be where the teepees come in.

I told him that I saw him talking in a hall. I also saw him talking and/or healing in a low light, possibly firelight. He confirmed that he would be doing some camping with friends while there, and expected to be doing healing. He mentioned that a friend was supposed to be meeting him for camping, and possibly bringing some friends. At this point, I saw my guide holding up two fingers. I then passed on that his friend would bring two people.

One thing I saw was a city street with fairly tall buildings. I couldn't make much of it, so I moved on. I kept being drawn back to the city street. Darrell confirmed that he would be in a downtown area for some of his time there. I kept asking my guide what the deal with the street was. I wanted to know why it was important. Finally, I started looking at things like the street sign. I saw that the street about to be crossed ended in a 'geny', but I couldn't make out the full name. Something like 'Cathageny' came to mind, but I couldn't be sure on it. (Hell, I couldn't be sure if any of this made sense or not.) I looked at the street he was walking along (and I was sure it was him at this point), and the name started with 'ph'. The word 'phoenix' jumped into my mind, but I didn't know if I was being given it, or it was just something that was familiar.

I had seen traffic coming from the left as he was going to cross the street. I told Darrell to be very careful when crossing streets downtown, especially if this combination of names came up. I looked at my guide, and got the feeling that this was the message that I was supposed to deliver. Wow!

From what channeling I have done, I would consider this a very good connection. I had done this standing up with my eyes open. Never have I done this so well with my eyes open before. Of course, the other thing that threw me was that I had actually passed on a warning that could save his life. Of course, that's providing that this situation is going to happen. For all I know, I could have already changed the energies so the situation never comes up. The part about that I have a hard time dealing with is that I'll never get confirmation. If the situation happens, and Darrell recognizes it, then he can come back and tell me that I was right. If now the energies have changed, and the situation never happens, then neither of us will know that it was right.

This is actually the hardest part for me. I feel I need confirmation when I am right (at least for now) so I know I am on the right track. I know, acceptance.

Take care. Light be with you.