For a while now, I have been talking about problems I have, physical problems. And for the longest time, I have been ignoring my need to heal. Most healers tend to do anything they can to help heal someone else, but not take the time to help themselves. Well, I finally reached the point where I had to follow that adage that I had been ignoring for so long, 'healer, heal thyself'.
For years, I have been plagued with leg/knee problems. Over many years, I have managed to bang both my knees on things to where I was limping for days afterward. My one knee required surgery because I had torn the padding in there. This is the one that bothers me the most.
For many years, it has just been a matter of it needing to stretch, but not being able to stretch far enough. It is like a joint that needs to be popped, but it is that feeling before being popped that I get. The problem is that it won't go far enough to pop. In the last year, this has gotten to the point that they will need to be moved so badly that they will just move. This keeps me awake at night.
Now, thanks to Darrell, I know that I am channeling higher dimensional energies to the earth. I have blocks in two places, my pelvis, and my knee. These keep the energies from coming through, and cause my legs to move. It was through a healing session with him that I was shown a vision of what I needed to do to heal my problem. Since then, I have been collecting pieces of things that would help in the process.
Last weekend, I did a healing process with the help of two friends. Through this process, I managed to clear the pelvic block, and identify the other. Keep in mind that although I had someone there helping, their job was to guide me while I did the work. At the same time, I don't want to minimize their contributions as I could not have done it without them, and I thank them for their help and support.
By the time all was said and done, I was on the road to full recovery. It is still a constant struggle, but one I am winning, and going to win.
The upper dimensional energies come into me when they want, and for the most part, the energies are passed through. Sometimes, I have to deal with this consciously. The pelvic block clears and stays mostly clear. The knee is one I still have to work with.
I still have times when I need to stretch it, but mostly, I can sit or lay without moving. To give you a good example, I sat through an hour long staff meeting the following Monday, and I didn't flinch once.
Now, one thing I have found out, is that I must stay positive. One of the problems is that the healing process opened my emotions wide up. On this past Wednesday, I had a bad day at work. Everyone was in a bad mood. Everyone was treating each other like crap, and I was on the receiving end of all too much of it. I ended up spending most of the day angry, depressed, and hiding at my desk as much as I could, listening to calming music through headphones. After work, I received a Reiki healing from a friend. I felt better afterward, and realized how I must be if I am to beat this problem.
Since then, I have been 'up' most of the time, and been able to get blasted by people at work, and still keep a smile on my face. As I stay positive, I get better. Maybe that's something we all need to know. It is not always easy, but it is necessary.
So, I positively wish you all health and happiness in love and light.