July 28, 2002

It has been almost two months since my healing. And until now, I have only had minor problems with my knees. I even went on a trip which involved a 13 hour drive, and only had leg problems once. Usually, it is all I can do to get to work without a problem.

Recently at work, we have been under a lot of pressure to complete a bunch of stuff in a short period of time. With the stress, I have been slipping back. Ugh. I am losing sleep, and have not been in control of the energies. (Now, keep in mind that I am not saying that the healing did not work. It did. What I need to know how to do is keep negativity from coming in.) And yes, my legs have been being a royal pain. But one thing I have learned is that I can't handle the stress. The stress causes most of my problems.

Ok, so I know what causes the problem. I still need to work out what to do about it. I was dealing with the stress as it was, able to stay above it, but then it quadrupled. I am having trouble rising above it.

So, I have my task at hand, and it is one I will figure out, and beat. I hope all your battles go as well as mine will. Take care.