July 7, 2002

It has been over five weeks since my healing. I have had ups and downs, easy times, and rough times. All in all, though, I’m winning. My outlook has been good, and my legs have only bothered me seven times (and one of those was because I had forgotten to take my medicines).

You might think it funny that as a holistic healer I still follow a regular doctor’s orders, but as I have always said, Reiki works well with other healing practices. I never said we should do away with regular healthcare, but we should find a way to work with it, and it with us. I still take medicines for my leg problems, but with before the healing, the effectiveness they were having was becoming less and less. Now, I am sleeping at night, and not getting up and laying in the other room so I don’t disturb my wife. So the healing has brought my problem under control so the medicines can control it. Soon, I hope to be able to do away with them completely.

I have three goals… The first is to sleep at nights without having to take any medications. The second is to be able to lay on a massage table for an hour without problems. The last goal is to be able to do deep meditation without being jarred out by my legs. I will attain all of these goals. It won’t be instantaneous, but I will do it. As I said to a friend tonight when she was wondering about her own wellness, it won’t happen immediately, but it will happen. It will take time, but it will happen. In my case, this has been a problem for years. I can’t expect it to disappear overnight. It would be nice if it did, but it takes work, and time. But it will happen.

Still on the road to recovery here. I hope you all are doing as well. Take care.