January 5, 2002 (Part 2)

Okay, let’s get cocky for a moment. I can take on you and your entire army of psychics. Uh huh. Sure.

Since we’ve been on the subject of confidence and ego, what about being cocky? I do my best not to act cocky, or be ‘high and mighty’. There are times when I just have to, even though I may not be.

A couple years ago, I was doing Reiki at my teacher’s psychic fairs. One lady walked in with a friend, and they both signed up for Reiki. The one lady came from Sedona Arizona, a hotspot for vortex energy and healing. Her friend had read my pamphlet that I had out, and was asking her friend questions on Reiki. She asked her friend if I could find the problems in her body. Her friend replied, “If he’s any good, he should be able to find every problem you have.”

I smiled, and looked up from the healing I was doing and said, “So the gauntlet has been thrown.” Man, did I sound cocky. When they each had their turns on the table I did a sight scan (which was all I had been doing as it had been accurate), and I also did a hand scan, just to be sure. In each case, I found all of their problems. Now, outwardly, I was cocky, but inwardly, it was a case of “ok, let’s hope we can find all these spots”.

I have a friend very far away whom I talk with to help her with problems. I guess I am doing counseling without a license, or degree, or training. (It’s not the first time, and won’t be the last. Empaths tend to do a lot of counseling.) Part of what is going on is that she reaches a point where the only way she can take control of herself is to hurt herself. I’m talking physically, usually with a knife, anything to cause pain.

She got to his point one night (keep in mind we are typing at each other), and was telling me she needed to hurt herself. I told her not to. This went back and forth for a moment, and I told her that I would stop her if I had to. Now, one might ask how could I physically stop someone from doing something several thousand miles away. I was going to knock her out.

She kept telling me that she needed to hurt. I told her that if she did I was going to put her down (and I wasn’t talking about telling her that she dressed funny). Now, I have always felt that something like this could be done, I just never felt strong enough to do it.  In a normal circumstance, I would think of knocking someone out by draining every bit of energy I could from them until they passed out. I have done this to some extent before to help someone go to sleep. And pulling energies like this, even at these long distances is something I do all the time.

But this night was different. I know I sounded real cocky. For the first time, I really felt I could back up my threats (or promises if you prefer). I kept seeing pictures flash into my head. These pictures were of hitting her over the head with a club or hammer. (Amy uses a sledge hammer now and then to knock herself out when she needs to get sleep and can’t.) I was being shown a quick effective method of putting her out. I know it would cause no physical damage, or even psychological damage. But it was actually like a blow to the head.

Thankfully, she got passed the problem without hurting herself. Thankfully, I didn’t have to find out if I truly could have done this or not. I know its possible, but the right time and place need to occur for it to work, as well as a confident cocky attitude.