April 26, 2002

Well, I finally managed to get to Kay's Psychic Development class tonight. It has been a while as I have been seeing Darrell on Fridays. I'm hoping that all my scheduling problems end in four weeks. That's when I graduate from massage school. At least tonight was something special.

Kay was doing her last class on the planes of learning. I had been to four others, and missed the rest. I guess it figures that I would get in on the end.

As she started the meditation, I was reading my affirmations, trying to get control of my legs. I entered the meditation as she was counting us down (she starts at 10 and counts down taking us deeper into the meditative state with each number counted). Where I had raised my vibration by reading the affirmations, this was lowering them, not something I wanted to see happen.

Realizing that I wasn't going to get where I needed to by the usual means, so I started looking for another method. I ended up standing up and attaching to lightbody. Kay had the rest of the class ready to enter the portal to the plane that everyone was going to. She had taken them on a leisurely trip through clouds that were the colors of the chakras, all very nice, all very easy.

They were ready to enter the portal when I started to rise. I was rising as 'lightbody', not as my usual self, and I was accelerating fast. Actually, the best way I can describe it, is to say that it looked like a comet. I zoomed in, in a flash of light.

Inside the plane, I met my guide, who I saw as lightbody. She took me around and showed me things. At one point I was going to let go of the lightbody and stand on the plane as I would normally do in a meditation. My guide told me not to. Apparently, my hold on the place depended on my staying as I was. Every now and then, I would start to fade back, and she would grab my hand to keep me there.

My guide showed me that there were solutions for all my problems, and a look at the ascension space(?). I saw crystal fields and a violet whirlpool. It was real neat until I had to go back.

Kay had been guiding the rest of the class back for a while, and had brought them back up out of their meditative state. I said goodbye to my guide, and headed back the same way I had gotten there. I settled back to myself again, and let loose of the energies I had been using.

All in all, it was very interesting, and very weird.